I just watched different interviews of the amazing cast of Deadpool 2 and Josh Brolin said something really interesting when he gets asked what his true feelings towards Ryan Reynolds are.
He replied:
You know that feeling when you really would long for somebody but you hate yourself for longing for them? That’s how he feels about Ryan.
To be honest that’s the exact same thing I’m feeling unintentionally towards probably anybody that isn’t me. I hate myself for longing for them. I know he meant it in an admiring way, but it works for me too. Only that in contrast to him I am, in fact, nothing special. What a shocker.












