deanguardian replied to your post:I just read something that kind of pisses me off,...
{I totes agree; like I’m not the biggest SamRuby shipper but Dean has fucked Sam over FAR more than Ruby has /and/ Dean’s done most of it for /himself/, while Ruby was working for herself she at least stopped Sam from being a drunk in a gutter
Ruby was working for LUCIFER and Lilith, not herself. Yes, she knew she’d be rewarded (after the fact) for getting Sam to let Lucifer out of The Cage but that wasn’t her main priority. The surprise on her face when she figured out in the season 4 finale just what exactly killing Lilith would do told me she wasn’t privy to all the information, just that she was given a task and she completed it.
And I think people forget that she did try to get Sam to stop drinking. It pisses me off that people forget she really did try to do some good for Sam in all that she was using him to further her own agenda.
I don’t forgive Ruby for what she did to Sam, I just don’t think she’s the big bad everyone makes her out to be.