#dear ?

[slightlynightowl]

Dear ? (9)

Thinking about you makes me really sad.

I also remember the first day we met. Your mom was really..enthusiastic for me to stay for the social group. It scared the heck out of me honestly.

I really didn't want to.

But you made me feel really welcome, and I realized that I could be relaxed and weird around you.

You were really something.

Remember that night I taught you how the carmeldance?

Remember when we established ourselves as "the triplets"?

You should know, that you are the only person in the history of my entire life who made me want to ride every single damn rollar coaster at disney land.

No seriously.

I hate roller coasters, ask anyone.

But you changed that, and it was so much more fun being able to do that with you.

But...that's all in the past now isn't it.

After what I did, and I swear I'm still sorry for it, we just fell apart.

The last time I saw you was at that mini golf course.

I didn't know how to feel after being away for so long.

It was going to be awkward after all that happened...but he was gone. We were no more.

You acted different with me. Blunt. Cold.

Not your warm usual self.

I had to tell you what happened, but I couldn't explain.

And then there he was.

Fawning over you, hugging you, ,trying to hold your hand.

Ignoring me and flirting hardcore.

You showed me what it was like to be the third wheel.

Every time I saw you two together, which was the whole night, I had a lump in my throat and I wanted to cry.

It was everything we used to do together.

But at that moment, you didn't care whether I was there or not.

I had to put up with the flirting between you and that guy.

And then we never spoke again.

Honestly, it makes me sad.

You were one of the only friends I had during that time. I wish it had lasted.

[slightlynightowl]

Dear ? (8)

I remember the first day we met.

She introduced us, and you smiled at me.

Our friendship just...took off from there.

We wore hoodies, and obsessed over manga boys.

We read Full Moon Wo Sagashite every single day.

"oh izumi, you have a tear here. DOING NEEDLEWORK"

and only you will know what I mean.

The math notes we made are legendary. I saved them all.

You made so many pretty drawings, and we laughed so hard we cried when the principal thought legolas was a woman.

I remember we hid in the corner when the teacher made us play dodgeball. We were laughing and crying because we were so scared and it was hilarious.

I remember when you introduced me to Maximum Ride. We were hooked for so long.

I remember the comic we wanted to make. "Angel Wings"

I have all the drafts and notes.

Look at how much we've changed since then.

When I had that emergency, you were right there.

I really couldn't have done it without you.

You made me laugh and smile, even though I was so scared and nervous.

I hope you know that I will always love you and be there for you.

[slightlynightowl]

Dear ? x2 (7)

Capella,

I like our relationship.

You're not for small talk like most people and you're straight to the point. You always encourage me to push and grow more. You always point out the things you like.You've made me some lovely gifts, and you're a really nice person to talk to.

I'm glad we're friends.

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Stevie,

Now you, you are a total sweet heart. You are so optimistic despite everything that has happened to you. You are kind, lovely and wonderful to talk to. I admire your passion for animals and God, that is seriously cool.

When you said I was like a sister to you, my heart swelled up again and again. It was literally soSOsooo sweet. I smiled so big.

I hope you see this and know how much I care for you! <3

--Stay sweet as Sugar--

Much love to you, from your sister <3

[slightlynightowl]

Dear ? (6)

I was always suspicious of you.

Which is sad, because we've had some fun times where I forgot all that.

In the end, sadly, it was all justified.

I really wish you'd keep away from him.

Thanks.

[slightlynightowl]

Dear ? (5)

You are the person I've always wanted to be.

I have never seen you get angry, even though life has been a total bitch to you.

You are sweet, loving, kind and those are just the basics.

The one time you posted a picture of yourself, I was like

woah, she's so beautiful.

I wanted to be like you in every way.

You are my artistic idol. Your artwork never fails to amaze me. Your use of color and your lovely characters are mesmerizing.

I hope you get your dreams, because you deserve every one of them.

[slightlynightowl]

Dear ? (4)

Ahhh Chica.

I admire your honesty, and bluntness. You want what's best for the people you care about, and I'm glad to be one of them.

I love the stupid but hilarious nicknames we picked out for each other. I still have the adventure time parody we drew.

I want to write letters to you, but for some reason i feel really shy about asking for your address.

You are always here for me, and even though you worry about me sometimes, I'm so glad.

I love you.

[slightlynightowl]

Dear? (3)

I'm really glad we're friends now.

At first, I was kinda skeptical. I didn't know what to think of you.

When all that stuff happened, I was disappointed in you.

But now you're back, and you helped me through so many things. You helped me figure things out when everything was just a tangled mess.

I really do trust you, and I was so happy when you said I was like a little sister to you.

So thank you, and thank you again.