#dear blue

[d6official]

[tracesofblue]

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02/15/2021

Dear Blue,

In this golden hour of painted skies and silhouettes,

I’m glad to have found you again

[beautifullybrokenbabydoll]

Dear Blue,

You found out about your nickname today... but you still don't know anything about this blog. For days now I've craved intimacy with you, being safe. I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind because now that I've realized all these things I'm leaving the country in about a month and will probably never be able to be close with you again. And god does that upset me. I think before I leave for France I'll tell you about this tag. I can barely find words to write out all the complexities of my emotions... I wish you'd answer me... but it won't happen because I don't deserve it after all the shit I've done to you that was ungodly wrong... I'm sorry.

12/15/19

[breakme-like-apromise]

“So, Blue, after the play, Friday at ten, you know where I’ll be. No pressure for you to show up. But I hope you do, because you deserve a great love story too. Love, Simon.”

My favorite ships - Simon and Bram / Love, Simon

[madhatter3825]

Just started reading Simon vs. The Homosapien Agenda. Normally, I read the book before watching the movie but I was just too excited about the movie when it came out to wait until I'd read the book.

The movie was incredible. I laughed, I cried, and I was inspired to come out to my mom, who didn't have much to say on the subject of my bisexuality other than "Alright, cool. As long as I still get grandkids, I don't really care. You do you."

[night-star-sky]

#6

Dear Blue,

I just closed a chapter of my life and I am incredibly sad about it. I don’t know how to deal with this kind of sadness, and I don’t want it to take over. Maybe I should reconsider my earlier decisions. Maybe I should have thought everything through, but better. I don’t know how to deal with everything right now and I fear that I will once again deal with it in the wrong way. I probably will. It’s like everytime things seem to get a bit better, they end up getting worse. I don’t want to deal with everything anymore, I’m done trying to keep everything together and I’m done making an effort to live whilst my life is just really shitty. I am done.

Love, Green.

[damnrightyouare]

MLP, Dear Mr You

[delilahintheclouds-blog]

How did you ring in your 2016? You missed it actually you checked your phone and it was 12:06 And you didn’t even feel anything for missing it, you were face timing the love of your life and talking about everything that had hurt you and vowing to never let it happen again and clearing the air and just being so in love we didn’t even notice what time it was we didn’t even say happy new year but it was one of the only times you stayed up past midnight to talk to me and it was so special and it was even better than those screenshots I have of me staring at you with such adoration that it makes my heart fuckin hurt -the day I wrapped presents in the bedroom and then decided to make cookies and you were laughing while you brushed your teeth- because it hasn’t gone away i still love you so goddamn much it’s just buried under hurt and betrayal but nothing beats the day of my papa’s funeral and I was sitting with my knees up in the uncomfortable kitchen chair picking the turkey out of one of those 12 foot half soggy subway sandwiches and you told me I was eating a bird and that meat was murder and I was so fucking in love with you and how after you went to bed on New Year’s Day i sent you a long message about happy I was to have talked and how I felt so so confident in us now and that we were closer than ever and I smiled the entire time I was in the shower with that tight feeling in my chest from trying to hold back all that smiling and laughter and nothin will ever hurt as much as you and the fact that within three months of being so in love and happy you decided it wasn’t what you wanted and you fuckin left and broke my heart and never looked back and I wish I didn’t fuckin love you so much and that even when I think I’m done with you I’d give everything up just to see you yawn and type on your laptop and squint at me and take cheesy screenshots together goddamn why why why

D.M (via @delilahintheclouds )