#dear nagi

[chuunayoshi]

not sure when i'll post this one but here's a sneak peek i guess of one of the upcoming chapters

i kinda felt like this today. still too. i'm really tired. so yeah here goes me stuffing my emotions into writing www

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Dear Nagi-chan,

I’m tired for no other reason than I am just… tired.

My body feels lazy, and it feels like I just don’t want to get up anymore. I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to chew my food, I don’t want to even walk downstairs. It’s all really, really exhausting for some reason.

I’m not sad, please don’t think that. At least, well, I don’t think I’m sad. Maybe my body’s sad. Maybe it’s catching up to all the torture my mind has bore and all of the beatings it has received. I just… I don’t know how to describe it other than I am tired.

It’s not so much that I’m in pain anymore. I’m over pain. I’m done with the pain I got from losing you, from losing my dad, from almost losing myself. All that pain is gone, I don’t have to deal with it, and it’s all in the past. But… it’s more like, I’m exhausted. Life is tiring, and I don’t want to do it anymore. I wanna take a break.

Oh, Nagi-chan. Life gets really tough, really quick. Can you believe that once upon a time we couldn’t wait to grow up?

If it’s this hard now, I can’t imagine what it’ll be like when I’m a teenager. Or maybe when I’m 20, which is a long ways from now.

I miss the old days when we were kids, and you would be there to play with me.

-Tsuna

---(gettin pretty deep there for a 11 year old wow why do i make tsuna too wise)

[chuunayoshi]

"Dear Nagi-chan,

To be honest… I just kinda… I kinda wanted to die.

I forgot about everything. Everything I promised you, since I was so angry. I forgot that I told you that I would try fighting. I forgot that I told you I'd try making a friend. I forgot that I told you I'd save someone if I died, like you did. I forgot a lot of things. Except two things. How you died and where mom's painkillers were."

[chuunayoshi]

saving this for later when I add it into my dear nagi fiction but yeah i lovve how i wrote this seriously it's so simple and cute

lil mechanic tsuna tryna make a friend what a precious baby

  "Hello!" She said with a smile.

"Hello." The boy looked up from his work shyly. "I am the town mechanic. My name is Tsuna."

"Hi, Tsuna, I am the princess from a faraway town." The princess smiled. "What are you making?" She said and pointed to the robot Tsuna was working on.

"Wow that is so cool!" She said. "I wish I could make a friend like that."

"It's not very easy." Tsuna sat down, crossing his legs. "I don't know how to make a friend."

"It is not hard, either." The Princess said. "Have you ever had any friends before?"

"Yes." Tsuna nodded. "But I have never made them. They always made me."

"They have always made you?" She asked.

"Yes, my friends made me who I am. They have always made me. But now all of my friends are gone, and I do not know who I am." Tsuna looked very sad. "I do not know how to make a friend. I do not know a lot of this."

The princess laughed. "Of course you know who you are. You told me! You are Tsuna." Tsuna looked confused but nodded. "I think the best thing that you did is that you tried, and if you keep trying, you will learn how to make a friend."

Tsuna nodded and then smiled. "Princess, will you be my friend?" He asked.

The girl smiled and said, "I already am!"

And that made Tsuna very happy.

[chuunayoshi]

"Dear Nagi-chan,

My Christmas so far has been really great! December in general has been pretty good."

[chuunayoshi]

"Dear Nagi-chan,

Christmas is coming up soon. So, I'm mailing my wishlist to Santa soon! I don't plan on putting a whole lot of things again."

[chuunayoshi]

"Dear Nagi-chan,

For a while I thought it was impossible, but maybe it isn't. I just gotta keep having hope huh?"

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This chapter was really fun and cute to write =D Tsuna is just so happy and excited!! What a cutiepie. Happiest chapter yet I think??

[chuunayoshi]

"Dear Nagi-chan,

Happy birthday. So… it's been a whole year. A whole year that you've been gone.

...

I'll leave some flowers there for you. I grew them myself. It's kinda small, but it's a happy birthday present from me to you. I mean, I don't think you can grow flowers on clouds, can you? Anyway, I think there's something special about the flowers here. They're able to come out from the dirty ground and bloom into something beautiful that smells really nice, and they always look up toward the sun. Sometimes I wonder if they're looking toward heaven. Maybe flowers dream of going to heaven too!"

[chuunayoshi]

omfg omfg i'm freaking out

i'm about to update Dear Nagi and then i see that it has a community in the statistics and so i was like "what????"

a-and it turned out

it was added to a "Suggested Good Reads" community on FF

i'm hyperventilating omfg THIS

WHAT

JBDSLIFSFFLJSKNDKLFNSKLNFS W-whAT WHY OMFG

SOBS

Y-YES

YAY

AKDLFNSLKND

//CRIES TEARS OF JOY

M-MY STORY IS ACTUALLY A GOOD READ TO SOMEONE TO BE ADDED TO A COMMUNITY??????

I

I'M SO HAPPY