#decsions

[iwillreadyourbooks]

Should I read the children’s books I never got to read when I was a child now or should I wait till I have a child to read them too (which is likely to never happen)????

[love-and-legends]

Same Same 'Bad decisions, here I come' Should be the motto for all MC's

[littlemimiart]

The End of the war

Summary: The Deputy had a plane to save a lot of people from Hope County and for that she took a great risk.  

“Come back!” he called after me, but I didn’t listen.

I had a plan and I would find a way to make this plan happen. It must work. It was a risk and I would put myself in danger, I knew that. And that was the reason why I didn’t tell him anything about it.

I was running to the hangers where he had his plane. I needed it. But he was right behind me and I wasn’t sure if I would be fast enough. And I wasn’t. he grabbed me.

“I said stop! Why are you running away from me or better why did you leave so suddenly?” he asked, and he was clearly confused with my behavior.

“I need to do something important”, I answered while I tried to free myself from his grip.

“Please tell me what that is. Since the last few days your acting so strange and I’m worried about you”, he said and looked me directly in the eyes.

I couldn’t tell him my plans. He would try to stop me. I looked away. His grip went stronger. I doubt it, that he was doing that on purpose.

“Please let me go. If I don’t do this a lot of people will die. I can’t let that happen. I promise you I will come back to you. And when you want to know what is going on just ask Joseph”, I said and freed me from his grip. He was just looking at me. Missing the words. I pulled his head a bit down to me and kissed him. I wanted to remember that. I wasn’t so sure if I could keep my promise. It felt like time stood still until I let go of him.

I went to his plane. I didn’t look at him anymore when I stared it. I let it build up speed before I lifted it into the sky.

I had a beautiful view from up here. I almost forgot why I was up here. I flew over Whitetail Mountains to Holland Valley. It didn’t take me so long.

“Honey, Jacob told me you took his plane. His plane suites you but you would look better in mine with me” I heard Johns voice through the radio. In the next moment I saw Johns plane.

“What are you doing?” I asked him.

“Helping you by whatever you are doing”, he answered and flew above me. I starred at his plane for a bit before I flew a sharp curve.

“You will do it. It doesn’t matter what I will say, does it?” I asked him, and I already knew the answer. I didn’t fell constable with that.

“You are absolutely right Honey”, he said and turned his plane around.

“Then make sure no one is shooting at me”, I commanded him and made my way to Henbane River.

Then I saw the planes from the cult. There were the only ones up here except from Johns and mine. And ours looked different. These were the planes Josephs send. The ones who needed to be destroyed, without out falling in the middle of the regions. They needed to crash into the mountains or a lot of people will die. They carried huge bombs.

I flew right at them and tried to get their attention, but it didn’t work. So, I turned around. I shot at them.

“What the fuck are you doing Deputy? Why are you shooting them? That’s our people”, John screamed through the radio.

“I know that. I have to shot at them. They need fly to the mountains. Maybe you can help me with that but when we reached the mountains I need you to go as far away as possible”, I said and tried to lead them to the mountains. John helped me.  

It took us a long time. But luckily for us or all the people they didn’t reached they drop point. When we finally reached the mountains, John left as I told him. Now shot at them with everything I got. The first one exploded in the air. The explosion was huge. The other one crashed in the mountains. It flew to nearby a cliff and hit it.

There was only one left. I followed it and tried to shoot it. It flew down. With every second we came closer to the ground. I was scared but I couldn’t let it escape. We flew really close over the threes.

“Somewhere really deep down I hoped I could keep my promise, but I don’t think I will come back”, I said while I saw a wall of rocks coming closer and closer.

The plane, who was right before me flew into it. I tried to pull the plane up. I made it, but I hit it with bottom of the plane and with that I lost the control over it. I flew into the forest. I hit a lot of threes and the plane took serious damages, before I finally hit the ground. I couldn’t remember anything from the moment it hit the ground. I closed my eyes and hoped the plane would stop at some point. It was huge miracle that I survived that.  

[bound--by--flesh]

Perfect song for those somber nights where you need to sit and contemplate things

[califuckinfornia]

idk if i should get the iphone 8 or the  Samsung Galaxy S8.

[kunziteore]

I really want to play Kingdom hearts 1 since I’ve never actually played it (watched a walk through way back when) but like everyone says it sucks so I don’t know if I should bother

[littlemimiart]

Fighting back

Summary: After Jacob was shot, the Deputy was in charge and she started to fight back.

I was in charge for now. No one saw us for a few days and when I shoed up in the bunker there were surprised. They only looked at me and I looked back at them.

“We lost a lot of ground. We must take back what is ours! We should start with the Whitetail Park Ranger Station. When we can train more soldiers, then we can take back more. I need people who can fight as quiet as possible. I will attract their attention, so you have to kill them quietly from behind. Everyone who can’t do that will catcher more wolves. When Jacob is back he will turn them into Judges”, I explain and looked over the Peggys who had gathered.

Then I turned around and left the bunker. I wasn’t sure if I was doing the right thing, but I had to do something. We couldn’t lose it.

I got into my car. I led the convoy. It was the middle of the day when we got there. They didn’t spot us yet. I thought they wouldn’t expect us now. Maybe the thought we would attack in the night but then maybe there were thinking the same was as I did.

I stopped. The convoy drove a bit further. They didn’t saw me yet. I climbed up my car. I had his rifle by me. So, he was here with me.

I looked through the visor. I saw the first person. He stood on the roof. A sniper. The first person I had to kill, or he would kill me. I took a deep breath and hold it. I aimed at his head and then I shot. His rifle was loud, and they noticed me. Just as I expected.

They ran at me and shot at me. I jumped from the car and hide behind it. I took my assault rifle and I just shot. I didn’t really look. I just hoped I wouldn’t kill any Peggys. I heard them. Everything goes as planned.

Then someone threw a grenade. It landed in front of the car and exploded the moment it hit the ground. For my luck the car didn’t tipped over, but the glass shattered from the explosion and some of it scratched my face. I didn’t hat time to recover. Another one was thrown. It landed next to me. I managed to jump aside before it exploded. But it exploded right behind me. I landed with my face on the ground.

Now it was my turn. When I stood on the car I spotted a box with some grenades, C4 and some muni for a fucking rocket launcher. I only had to hit it in the right time. The whole thing would explode, and the explosion would be huge. But I couldn’t aim with the rifle without getting shot. Another idea came into my mind. I just ran at it. I took one of my grenades and pulled out the ring. The others didn’t really notice that. Then I threw it into the box and it exploded.

The explosion was huge like I thought. It took a loot of people with it and then it hit me. I was to close. I flew a bit backward I hit the ground hard.

When I woke up, I was still lying on the ground. I sat up and looked around. I saw that the flags of the cult were hanging on the mast. It was now ours again.

[littlemimiart]

Red

Summary: The war started but it didn’t start good for the cult. They feared for greatest soldier they had.

Warning: blood, death almost

A few days ago, the war started. The cult made the first move. It was the middle of the night when they started to attack. They attacked an outpost. There wasn’t much light and there weren’t a lot of people either.

The war didn’t start good for us, the cult. The cult lost on power and everyone felt that. But that wasn’t the worse that happened.

I got a call over the radio. I was a little bit surprised that it was John himself. I thought they had so much to do, protecting what they had and conquer their things back. Were it weapons, outposts, people and some special weapons.

“It is really important! You need to come here”, he said with a slight ton of panic in his voice.

“What happened?” I just asked.

“It’s Jacob”, he answered with a heavy voice and my heart stopped for a moment. I couldn’t say anything. My voice was gone. My whole body was shaking.

“Where are you?” I managed to say after a few minutes. My throat was so dry, it was a surprise for me, that something came out of it.

“By the bright you have to cross to come to Holland Valley”, he answered.

I didn’t say anything after that. I had to concentrate really hard, so my legs would move. I walked to the street. I started running even though I was miles away from there. I needed a car, or I would walk for hours. I was at the other end from there. But there was no car and I couldn’t wait until someone passes by.  

With every minute that has passed, my thoughts got worse. The war would end for us if he falls and I would never forgive myself when I wasn’t there. But maybe John only played a joke on me. I really hoped that. I would punch him for that but after that we could keep going.

Then I heard a car. I took my assault rifle and aimed at the front window. I shot. The car stopped right before me and the dead body felt out of the car, after I opened the door.

I started driving. I tried to hold back my tears, so I could see where I’m driving. It wouldn’t help anyone if I crashed into something. I needed to focus. I drove so fast as I could. By the time I got there it was dark.

There was a shooting. I jumped out of the car. The assault rifle in my hands. While I was killing people, I searched for Jacob or John. John was person I spotted, and he saw me. He came to me, while I make his way clear. There was blood on his clothe and on his hands.

“Where is Jacob?” I immediately asked and almost yelled at him.

“On the bright behind some cars” he said, and I started to run.

I couldn’t think of anything else, that getting to him. I didn’t even think about the people who were trying to shoot me. Some bullets streaked me, but I didn’t care. I passed the cars and I looked aside. My legs couldn’t stop so fast as my brain did, so I felt on the ground.

Blood. The only thing I saw was blood. A lot of it. I needed a moment to realize al of it. There he was. The love of my life. Leaning against a car and he was bleeding. He was shot. I was surprised they managed to shoot him and I was scared. I never was so scared in my life.

“Jacob”, I said, trying to hold back my tears as I move closer to him. He was still breathing. I inspected his body. They hit him on the shoulder, the leg and one bullet found his way into his stomach. I took of my jacket and pressed it on it. While I did that my brain stopped thinking. Tears were running through my face.

“I’m so glad you’re here”, I heard his weak voice.

“Safe it for later. We need to bring you to doctor or someone else who can help you”, I said and tried to lift him up. But he was to big and heavy. At least for me. But I had to bring him to someone. I couldn’t help him with these wounds. I had no idea how. I gathered al my strength and somehow, I was able to put him the car.

“I’m so sorry. I’m to weak”, his voice flinched. I knew it was the pain and the blood lost that was speaking.

"You can tell me al that later when we are home”, I only said. I didn’t look at him. I was afraid I would break out in tears and I had to drive. I didn’t want him to get more hurt than he already is. I only took his hand. I had to feel him. I had to feel his warmth.

I brought him to the only person I knew that could help him. I wasn’t sure if he was real a doctor, but he helped a lot of Peggys when their got injured. I parked the car in front of the hose. Before I left the car, I hooted. Wanted him to know someone was there. Then I left the car. I went to Jacob and opened the door. He wanted to get out himself and he felt into my arms. I couldn’t hold him, so we both felt on the ground.

In this moment he came out of his house.

“You have to help us. Him! He got shot!” I screamed at him.

“Alright”, he said after he was by us. As soon as he saw that it was Jacob, who was hurt, he stood there in shock.

“Now! Please!” I continued yelling. Then he helped me get him inside. We brought him in a room. I wanted to be by his side, but he sent me out. I stood for the door for like half an hour. Then I sat down and looked at my hands. There were covered in blood. I never imagined there would on day covered in his blood. I started to cry. I couldn’t hold it in anymore.

The hours passed. The tears and the blood on my face were dried. I starred at the wooden wall in front of me. Then the door opens.

“Did you wait there the whole time?” he asked and looked down at me.

“Doesn’t matter. How is he”, I asked and stood up.

“He will life”, he only said and leafed.

I ran into the room and sat down next to him. His body was covered in bandaged and he hang on a blood transfusion. I took his hand and looked at him. Tears were running through my face again. I was happy that he life but also, I was still scared.