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[deebeesinnerdiary]

I didn't realize there were content creators for systems! Thank you! It makes me feel more seen...

Yeah! I’m glad the comics bring you joy.

Another content creator who’s a system is @facesofone!

[deebeesinnerdiary]

so if you only notice you have DID outside the traumatic environment, how do you avoid becoming self destructive? i always find myself creating or looking for new trauma

It's really difficult. Everyone's got different experiences.

For me, it was analysing where I was being self destructive and actively trying to change the behaviour. Like after a lot of my trauma a couple years ago, I was with people who easily recreated the trauma because they were similar to the abusive person who hurt me. I recognised where they were being bad to me, and then decided to slowly distance myself and eventually leave. But the second part was opening up again and find people who didn't do those things. I wish I could give a timeframe but I'm still working on it I mean I do have supportive friends and stuff-- it's the opening back up part.

I understand this may not be the exact case you might've been looking for but it's a very long process of habit replacement I suppose.

Also DID may be noticed in other situations; I'm sorry to make it sound otherwise.