#deep water

[demaparbat-hp]

Hi Dema! i've seen your art of Kya (gorgeous of course) but not of Hakoda... would you have a little sketch of him by any chance? 🥺🥺 🙏 channeling that one emoji rubbing his hands together like a cartoon villain trying by luring you with this pic of him -

You have come to the right place at the right time! Here's a Dadkoda I did a few weeks ago Ft. Zuzu.

[ominous-signs]

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[ultimatepad]

"DEEP WATER TEMPLE"

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[salmon-n-hazel]

Deep water

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[2000sgyrl]

📿Things I experienced when Lilith was in my 12th house in my solar return:

- I was heavily fantasized about. to the point where I could feel it.

- I literally had a dream where I saw one of the men I was involved with pleasuring himself to me. no one can convince me that wasn’t real!

-my intuition was feral. unexplainable downloads, vivid dreams, feelings I couldn’t ignore.

-this was the era I finally accepted the karmic ties I’d been dragging were no longer something i wanted for my life. I cut cords, and I haven’t looked back. But before that? I went through an emotional purge that shattered me. Lilith in the 12th will FORCE you to face truths you never wanted to acknowledge.

-I was envied HARD, and I felt it. yes, you’re being watched very closely & probably have people with secret anger towards you. no, you’re not delusional.

- I began to resent being objectified by love interests. the way they looked at me made me feel disconnected.

-started feeling like I needed to be MORE. more alluring, more desirable! then i was shamed for it. even fully dressed, I was “too much.”

-I attracted attention from people I never would’ve imagined. some of it unwanted. some of it obsessive.

-I noticed a pattern of being hidden. private link ups, late night texts, “we can’t be seen together” energy. & I’ve seen it flip LMAOO sometimes I wanted to hide them & i wanted my intimate life to be VERY HIDDEN.

-my hidden desires started to surface. kinks, fantasies, fetishes.. I started questioning, “are these even mine?”

-I felt pulled toward sex magic, or at the very least, spiritually charged intimacy.

- I could feel people’s sexual tension toward me. sometimes it was hot. sometimes it was highly disturbing.

- partners were often deeply lustful…

-i’d feel flattered by the desire, only to spiral later wondering, “Is that all??

-quiet stares that feel very loaded

-high chance of being the other women.

also almost forgot, “you think i don’t see the way you look at me? i know what your doing..” that came from a FAMILY member btw… i was in complete shock. to be VERY clear i wasn’t looking at him no type of way????? safe to say i haven’t been to their family reunions anymore. YUCK!

this applies to anyone with lilith in the 12th house or lilith in libra. especially if that’s what your solar return looks like this year (like mine did). these are just some of the surface-level things i remember going through…

for anyone about to experience this placement:

please be safe. protect your energy. protect your spirit.

people will project, shame, or try to make you responsible for their discomfort.

YOU ARE NOT THE PROBLEM.

take this as a reminder to stay aware. stay grounded.

watch who gets quiet when you walk into a room.

watch who looks at you too long.

watch what you feel, even when nothing is being said out loud.

journal your dreams! seriously.

they’ll be louder, more symbolic, sometimes even prophetic.

your subconscious will do a lot of purging with this placement.

listen to it.

above all, have fun. don’t let others make you feel like you’re too much.

YOURE NOT.

[cryptidm0ths]

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[akkifuar]

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