I find it hard for me to follow my dreams 'cause I get caught up in the drama 'till it's harder to breathe I'm starin' right at my reflection and it's not even me I got these voices in my head and I can't silence their screams Just hauntin' my dreams, I wonder if it's only myself But as I take a look around, I see nobody else Can't talk about it to my homies 'cause my homies won't help They'll act like they give a fuck but they don't know how it felt So I just, keep actin' like it's all okay, this bottled pain has got me feelin' hollow again Everyday I wake up and it's just makin' me stressed I take a deep breath, it's not me, maybe it's them I don't wanna crack a smile, so I'm crackin' a bottle Look past for the sorrow, I know I won't be happy tomorrow That's fine, all that really matter to me is right now So if you're lookin' for me, I'm at home with the lights out I'm still findin' ways for me to deal with the pain It makes me wonder if they care if they don't see me again Nobody wants to hear about so I keep it contained It takes a lot of late nights for me to see through the rain Because..
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