it's hard accepting the fact that at this point my stomach pain probably isn't a flare up. it's become my baseline. losing the ability to eat basically anything is something I never expected. I miss my favorite meals, I miss not being so bloated that I look pregnant, I miss not having to take nausea meds everywhere, honestly I just wish I didn't take all of that for granted. because your life can change in such a short amount of time.









