" Losing you, the mere thought of it hurts my heart and soul. Chokes me up to the point of tears, I never want to lose you or do anything that will hurt you or bring harm to your being or soul. To be by your side as your safe place, for when your heart and soul is weary, to weak to fight or stand strong, I am here so you can rest, safe and protected. Without you, it hurts and things feel so lost and out of order. A piece of myself is gone, lost with you and wherever you go in this life. My life is more complete with you in it, lit brighter just with your presence for it brings a sense of happiness and tranquility that puts me at ease. You are the nourishment and roots that gives my rose garden of soul life. You are what keeps new rose buds sprouting to blossom into fresh new roses. Please hold me close, please don't let me go, for I won't let go of you. Keep a rose close to you, for it is like my heart and soul is resting next to you, close to you. For losing myself is better then losing you for losing will forever me haunt me. If losing me or letting myself fall means your peace of mind and will help you make it through, I'll do it all. I will carry it all so you can live free and be happy, for I rather lose myself then lose you.."
