#depedent

[libertadfree-com]

SELF-MADE

I SPEND TIME FANTASIZE HOW I WON’T GET SAME SHARE ON MY DAD’S COMPANY HOW HE DON’T BELEIVE I CAN DOES AS MUCH AS MY BROTHER’S THAT I FORGOT WHO A GROWN ASS RICH WOMEN I’ILL BECOME.... I MEAN AM BE BUILDING MY EMPIRE  

[welcometomydunia]

Recovery

So after getting into a car accident and having surgery. The doctors advised me I would need a whole year of rehab to get back to normal. Currently I'm on week 2 and I'm really struggling, I won't even lie. I'm already frustrated at my loss of independence and the sudden increase of dependency. It's so weird going from being indepedent and being able to do everything for myself, to depending on everyone for everything, even to the most basic needs. I'm already frustrated at this new situation and it's only being two weeks. I just want to get up and do everything for myself again. But I guess I gotta remember to trust the process and be patient! I pray for strength to face this coming year. People appreciate your health because it literally can change any moment.

[ultraundefined-blog]

Untold Struggles

It’s been a long time since my last post, two and a half years to be exact, and a lot has changed in my life. Likewise, a lot has remained the same. One thing that I’m thankful for is that it doesn’t matter whether your life stays the same or if it changes, because either way it will continue to go on. It’s a hard concept to grasp and at some times it breaks my heart and others it’s the only thing that I have to comfort me. When times are hard, all I can think to get me through is that life will continue to go on long after the suffering and I just have to be strong enough to get there. I feel like those words are spoken so quickly in today’s society. Not necessarily those exact words, but at least some variation of them. During times of suffering, people will always try to encourage you by saying that time will heal it and that one day it will all be a distant memory. But, as I’ve learned, so many people are quick to give you those comforting words and will be there with you when that time comes, but it seems like they are no where to be found in the days leading up to actually being healed. I guess one metaphor would be surgery. There will always be people that will wish you good luck with it beforehand and will congratulate you when they see how far you’ve come, but they’re no where to be found when you’re actually going through the rehabilitation to regain the strength that you once had. I feel like I’m rambling and jumping all over the place, but this is how I’ve been feeling lately. Actually, I didn’t completely realize it until I sat down and began typing. I’ve just been really feeling this hurt lately. I just feel like all my friends are there for me and want to talk to me and encourage me whenever it is convenient for them. I feel like I do 95% of the work in every single friendship that I have and I’m tired of it. I just really don’t want to try anymore. I guess whenever you have to go through stuff on your own it makes you more aware of what all you can accomplish by yourself and how little you actually need others. Don’t misunderstand me; I still need people in my life. But, as I get older it just seems that the only people I need or really even want for that matter are members of my family. I assume it’s because I know that they’ll always be there for me even if that’s because they somewhat have to be. I guess what I’m trying to say is that one thing that people don’t really teach is the importance of being self-reliant and not having to worry about depending on others. Thus, you won’t have to find self-worth through the opinions of others. You should never let anyone control how you feel about yourself. Ever. Be proud of who you are and what you can overcome and if that’s not enough, find security in your family because they’ll always be there for you. If you don’t really have “family” then lean on the people that you consider your family. Blood doesn’t make you family, love does. 

If you have no one, I’ll be there for you, because I know what it’s like. Either way, never stop fighting because you are worth it.

xoxo, am

[chrissyoxo]

Am I really that dependent ....?

[ohmai-gosh-blog]

I've always been the independent. I've always wanted to have a significant other that I can depend on. I didn't always want to be alone. Just somebody I can who can be there for me and cheer me up. Tell me I am beautiful and love me for who I am and not go after other things. But I have friends who fill in that hole and make me feel special. I always wanted to at least be the dependent type here and there but I guess I will be stuck as the indepedent. But I really don't mind it at all. There are times where you will be alone amd must defend for yourself. Those who betray you and must carry on. I feel proud to be able to be strong with a man.