#depressing!!!!!

[usurpcr]

@keith-shadis​ said ❝ you look just like your mother ❞

❝ sir? ❞ the mention of his late mother is disarming. eren blinks up at him , unsure for a moment if he had heard him correctly. commandant shadis was an imposing figure , yet there was something in his tone & features that allowed for erens eagerness to mount. it wasn’t until the remark on their likeness that eren realized just how much he needed to talk about her. to keep her alive in his memories & not merely haunted by her final moments. ❝ — you knew my mother? ❞

[piyo-13]

the ONLY reason i am not rewriting the entirety of venom: the last dance is because i have to finish inktober and work on my thesis. BUT MY GOD.

[nerice]

rants that i don’t wanna drop on twitter cos 2 personal

my biggest struggle rlly is to /talk/ abt things, to share things at all. bcos i never had anyone to do that with when i was a teenager/first developing ideas. esp also since i started drawing so late, i have this intense anxiety abt it,, i wanna keep everything to myself unless i deem it “”good enough”” which usually it isn’t cos everything i wanna do it fucking elabotate as shit. but that also really kills the enjoyment? i feel like im too old to develop this kind of friendship w someone now where i can just send a horribly wonky sketch of smth i have been thinking abt all day. and im so upset bcos i wanna do that!! but also. anxiety.!! 

and writing is the same, just 5254 times worse. and i still wonder why i seem to lose my emotions abt things when it’s rlly fukcing clear that it’s bcos of this cos i cannot be happy on my own