#depression feels

[bigfeelingslittlebody]

In 20 days I'll be 300 days clean from cvtting that seems so crazy and long ago, especially bc atm I thought about it a lotttt

If I survive this year I'll start focusing on my skin and nail picking :)

Lately I feel so far away and it feels like my body is rotting inside, I'm getting more depressed and I'm anxious for the winter

Vitamin D... save me..Vitamin D..

[harlotsforcinnamon]

Something something those few warm days before the jaws of winter snap shut once more, already weakening, its gums shrinking back, teeth appearing longer but in reality weaker and nonetheless its bite painful on the exposed skin….

Something something pulling all your limbs into the prenatal swaddle of your coat, your self, your carefully-constructed mental fortress, so vitally alive that you’re churning on the inside, blood and bile and sinew and neural pathways alight and guts and guts and guts….

The opposite-of-suicide depression that clarifies as it numbs, that sears, weeping rather than cauterizing….

The violence of Spring as Stravinsky saw it, the amniotic blood of birth and rebirth….

[not-so-local-aroace]

“It’s all in your head” where the FUCK else would it be?? My ass???

It’s a mental illness, boo. It’s supposed to be in my fucking head.

Thank you for your supposed life-altering revelation!! It was completely unnecessary, and I hope you trip over your big fucking clown shoes.

[bubbleblowinbabyswilbebeaten]

Don’t be depressed, get a bellybutton piercing

[hafwen]

Brain sad it feels like I’m wading through a massive pile of shit and getting nowhere

[sonojul]

For Who feeling bad : you are not alone

[1-800-scream]

Flourishing season is over it’s time to start Rotting again