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Bittersweet trip
Happy Kwanzaa to those that celebrate the holiday. Today has been rough on my head. The rain played a role in this as well as the anniversary of my granddad's funeral. I'm finally home bound and I just want to crash for the rest of the night. Good thing I have my next trip in 20 days. Anyway, just checking in. Good night. ♡ SADE ♡
It's already starting...
My stomach is turning and I've already cried once today. It's starting. Time to surf this wave again. I am so glad I am working from home tomorrow. I have a feeling that there's going to be more of this happening.
Tiny friends
Don't know where this pain in my back came from today. I want to say it's because of my unfriendly reminder that I'm not pregnant or body reaction to BigMa's death anniversary. Either way, it hurts like a bitch! I'm ready for the weekend.
One thing that I can say about my grandmother on my dad's side of the family is that she does provide acts of service when I'm here. I know that she still loves me, it's just that she shows it differently than when I was a kid. Still would be nice if she also called me sometimes, but I will have to accept the fact that it won't happen for as long as I live. I'm honestly surprised that I got more Christmas gifts than my stepbrother (ungrateful brat, this proves that I ain't ready for kids yet cause I still want to beat him). Just reflecting on my life a bit. In my feelings for the moment. Part of me wishes I were in Michigan, but I would think more about my granddad than anything seeing today is the anniversary of his funeral. I'm just going to take care of me today because tomorrow's going to be a long ride home and with the way dad is feeling, it's not going to be a pleasant experience. I wish he wasn't so stubborn sometimes. If he practiced self care more often (not drinking) he wouldn't have half the issues that he has, imo. Sigh. Life. I can only control mine. Oh well. Migraine is gone for the time being, let's hope it stays that way. Have a good Saturday. ♡ SADE ♡
My body is not liking me this week. I can't seem to shake the pain off. Study group will have to wait for the time being. My adopted mom's death is taking more of a toll on me than I thought it would. Practicing self care. I did go to a job fair earlier today though. I hope to get a second interview. I really need some funds coming in considering dad's situation. On the other hand, I can't wait for the cruise. I need time away from Indy. Anyway, just checking in. I'm going to rest now. Have a good Friday y'all.
Yesterday was good. It was reassuring to talk with my sis about school struggles. Even she doesn’t want me to become dependent on the meds. There's such a stigma toward taking antidepressants and ADHD meds. As I told everyone else and her, I tried everything else before making that decision. I will be ok. It’s not my intention to stay on this, but right now it’s what I need to finish as strong as possible in class. Overall, it was a good visit.
Ayurveda class still went on despite the rain. I’m glad I went. Learned some new things about spices and how cook them. I will definitely be researching more into it, and even make some swaps with food. Maybe this type of cooking could also help with my wellness at least.
This morning, my head and neck have been on one. Like really?! Resting for now, then more studying and working on my paper. I can’t believe going to be done in less than 2 weeks. Let’s finish strong. Happy Sunday!
Screenings went well. I start group therapy next week. It'll be different, but I sure hope it'll be more productive than what I'm doing now. Hair appt had to be rescheduled. I was really looking forward to not manipulating my hair for a few weeks...just a little longer now. Did some yoga and about to jump in this shower. I tried to work on some of my econ homework last night and got through about 1.5 questions. Too soon to tell how helpful the new book will be. Happy Thursday! ♡ SADE ♡
