Maybe you're just busy. Between the hustle and bustle of life, essays, exams, rehearsals, and appointments, quiet moments to fire off "hey how's it going" are quite rare. You're probably just busy. I know how it is, I'm busy too. I'm no stranger to essays, exams, rehearsals and life in general. I'm also well acquainted with those quiet moments that are perfect for staring at your silent phone and wondering what it was you did that scared him away this time. Unanswered messages don't really go unnoticed in the hustle and bustle. Yeah, you're probably busy. Maybe you forgot. We haven't really been talking for long, you just met me. My name does not own a place in your memory just yet. You probably just forgot. I'm forgetful too. But one meeting was all it took for your name to carve it's way into my forgetful brain and set up camp in my heart, laying claim to my fondest memories, letting me know that whenever I hear that name I will think of you, as if there was only one Stephen in the world. That oh so common name will remind me of the the way your very words spoke to the mismatched parts that make up this stubborn mess of me. Yeah, you probably just forgot. Maybe this isn't even you're fault, you're profile was deleted or you're phone got stolen. It probably isn't your fault. Maybe you're looking for me at this very moment. You could've lost my number and right now you are frantically searching the couch, tossing cushions everywhere, searching through the nickels, dimes and lint hoping that I haven't moved on yet. You're probably looking for me. But my profile still exists and I still can't find you. My phone is still here in beautiful condition and I still can't find you. I've been looking for you ever since you disappeared, tossing away dates, names, faces, jerks and wonderful guys alike, hoping that you haven't moved on yet and wondering if I ever will. You're looking for me, you're just busy. You're looking for me, you're just forgetful. You're looking for me, this was never your fault. You're definitely looking for me. You're probably looking for me. Maybe you're looking for me. Maybe you don't care. Yeah, you probably don't care at all.