#desolation tma

[spritelygentleman]

do you ever just look at a fire and fall in love with it. do you ever look at a decaying building covered in plants and actively crumbling and never look away. do you ever look outside at a storm and hope it gets worse so you can see the beautiful destruction. do you ever stumble upon a corpse in the wild and just take a few minutes to sit next to it and appreciate the beauty. do you ever-

(copied from an ask I sent)

[badly-made-tma-domains]

desolation domain but you’re at a summer evening bonfire and your drunk uncle is about to pour gasoline on the fire

[wasptune]

The desolation and the lonely work together pretty well tbh . The fear that anything and everything good in your life, you lose. Every time, torn away from you violently and unforgivingly. In the end you resort to isolation, guarding yourself from anything and anyone.

Even if you do end up trying to find happiness through others again, and even if you never lose them, you still feel like at any moment you could. And that it’d be your fault.

Idk I’m thinking

[depressed-sock]

Lovers consumed by Desolation: You follow the fiery passion of a person who has enraptured your heart. Unknowing of the danger. Unknowing of the destruction that awaits you. What's love worth if you can't set it a flame with your own hands instead?

The Tower Lonely: The ship arrives empty and you walk the deck feeling the prickiling of fear on the back of your neck. A warning only for you. You leave the ship and wait for it to crash upon the rocks so that it might leave you to your forced solitude.

[tmastim]

The Desolation - TMA

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[missed-connections-of-fear]

Hey! Fire domain, WLW, Toronto area.

So I was in that one domain where you you're forced to choose between burning yourself and your loved ones, over and over again? Thinking back none of the "loved ones" I had to burn were people I actually know, they were probably just filler.

Anyways, I know this isn't how this usually goes, but I'm talking to the Watcher of my domain? You would come over and look at me sometimes, and the look in your eyes really made me think you didn't want this. I'm not sure how you ended up as an avatar, but I don't think you're a fundamentally bad person.

More importantly, I'm a lonely lesbian who's just returned from an apocalypse, and I'd describe my type as "women who can and will kill me". And though you obviously didn't kill me, some combination of Stockholm syndrome and that look you gave me that might have been pity as I watched my brother's fat melt off his bones once again means that I just can't stop thinking of you.

I assume you know who you are. Short curly red hair, freckles, navy turtleneck? At least I assume your hair is red, it looked that way but it was hard to tell since it was always on fire.

Anyways, hope you've managed to avoid getting lynched by an angry mob now that your powers are gone. I know a bunch of avatars are getting killed pretty bad, so I hope you managed to stay safe.

Anyways, after watching me suffer for over a year I'm sure you know where to find me, pop by my apartment or shoot me a text if you want to get in touch :)

And though I'm aware smoking is a serious addiction that can be difficult to break, do you mind leaving the lighter at home? Just for my comfort.

That’s quite a story. As a fellow wlw I sympathize with falling for women who can kill you. And I hope for the best for you and the former hot fire lady.

[onetobeamup]

I also was thinking about a desolation avatar that’s more about water. I’ve got firefighter family and that’s something they bring up a lot is that fire is really bad but most of the long lasting damage that’s a lot harder to fix is the water damage. It can weaken floors and walls, basements that will then grow mold you’ll Never get out, and you have to move anyway. A hurricane might be a vast thing bc of how big it is and how small you feel inside it but it really feels more like a desolation to me when the aftermath hits. Dry drowning is something brought up with the buried but watching your loved ones dry drown bc you were trying to help them they just seemed so thirsty, and the knowledge that You did that and you could have stopped but you didn’t because you loved them and couldn’t deny them that

[amapoelas]

madame montague, prenez ma main, s’il vous plait.