#dev.log

[techsick]

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The way I had to withhold Henry from describing in detail the crazy wireplay sex he is having with his wires.

[techsick]

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The way Henry relates to his parasite and their codependence, in thinking about it months later, echoes that sequence in the ST finale of (coincidentally) Henry Creel, saying of the horrible hateful beast manipulating him: "It Needs Me."

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▪︎▪︎▪︎ IT specialist. 37. 🇨🇿 Trans man (17ish years post transition).

Whatever I feel like posting. Liable to share niche fetish content. Inbox open, behave.

》 More interested in computers than you. 》

Important information below cut.

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OOC: THIS IS AN IN-CHARACTER BLOG FOR MY MAGNUS ARCHIVES CHARACTER, HENRY PRÝMEK, AVATAR OF THE EXTINCTION. I WILL BE POSTING AS HIM, SAVE FOR OTHERWISE TAGGED NARRATIVE POSTS.

admin.txt — personal posts

ask.txt — any asks received

ae — aesthetic images

desires — hornyposting

dev.log — out of character writing, such as ficlets or stories about Henry

BIO:

personage.jpg — images of his faceclaim, Lenny Von Dohlen

cw: fires, body horror

Henry was always an introverted person, who clung to computers and programming more readily than interfacing with people. He took solace in learning about computers, discovering how they worked and the logic behind their operation. Perhaps a symptom of his autism, he object personified computers since a young age, seeing their function as a unique form of experience and cognition. In this way, his love and affection for computers is more present and tangible in his life than most human friendships he has formed.

He continued into adulthood to pursue a career in technology. While working under his last employer, Henry—naturally, underappreciated and tasked with remedying the corporations negligence of its equipment—was asked to cable manage the hopeless mess thst functioned as the building's server room. Something grasped onto Henry amidst the fray of wires, and that lithe, wiry something did not let go. Between Henry's frantic efforts to free himself, the hazard of the server room's state, and the desperation of a force other than the man present—an electrical fire erupted.

Firefighters rescued a sooty, shaken-up Henry from the half-burned shell of the office building. He insisted not to be taken to the hospital despite his best interest. When he was released home, Henry suffered through the night...unable to fall asleep at the ache of something slithering beneath his skin.

The living mass of wires living inside of Henry are a manifestation of the Extinction. They are deeply possessive over Henry as their host, and Henry has a troubled but "affectionate" relationship to them. He often uses his wires to subdue prey in order to feed the Dread Power he serves. As their relationship has gone on, both Henry and the wires behave symbiotically, and Henry has often been creative using the wires to his ends, including interfacing with technology both new and defunct to renew them to some sort of maligned sentience.

[addevloginit]

log_entry_02: "happyFuckingMonday, - error"

system_status:

temp: "25°C"; energy_level: "low"; active_sprint: "Happy Fucking monday";

current_session_audio:

let currentSong = { title: "RedBone", artist: "Childish Gambino" };

console.log (`Now playing ${currentSong.title} by ${currentSong.artist}`); //😿 Dev thoughts under the cut

My bf is having a really rough season at his job. Too many hours spent on projects that seem to have no end. I feel bad It’s in moments like these when I feel the most urgent need to find another job, so he doesn't feel so pressured to stay somewhere where he isn't treated well. On the other hand, I’m terrified that by becoming a dev, I’ll be the one ending up in those kinds of situations. I try to tell myself that, so far " I’ve always been lucky—I always land on my feet" but the fear and the guilt are real. So real, in fact, that I’m on the verge of stopping my writing just to go and study for a while. // Updating properties of existing object

currentSong.title = "Zelda | Breath of the Wild ゼルダ - A Storm in Hyrule - music to relax/study"; console.log ("Now playing ${currentSong.title}"); let devJourney = { fear: true, guilt: true, persistence: "loading..." }; if (devJourney.fear) { console.log("Keep moving forward anyway."); }

git commit -m "venting: processed fear and career anxiety

[addevloginit]

log_entry_01: "initial_launch"

system_status:

temp: "19°C"; energy_level: "mid"; active_sprint: "Finalizing weekend"; location: "CMDX";

current_session_audio:

let currentSong = { title: "De Este Lado Del Camino", artist: "Café Tacvba" };

console.log (`Now playing ${currentSong.title} by ${currentSong.artist}`); // ** jk 🐱 Dev thoughts under the cut:**//

I've been studying hard for the last couple of days, so today I decided to take a break to create this log /* aka. blog */. I want to create a Neocities site as well, but that will take a bit more time. For now, I just wanted to just.start.writing. I’ve been wanting to create a log/journal as a form of <brainDump> for a while now. They say it’s good to track your thoughts and just vent. And good old Tumblr!™ I think, it’s the best outlet I have at the moment; I already know how to use it, what to expect from it, and it lets me post whatever media I want. Since I'm learning programming, I wanted this blog to look like a console—we'll see! The important thing is to be consistent. So, a little bit about myself:

• Name: { aD } (short for Adriana). • Role: dev student, just starting with JavaScript. • Status: 30+ YO (crusty old millennial). • Location: CMDX Rn, my goal is to study a couple of hours daily—easier said than done. I’m pretty sure I have some kind of ADHD //*along with my chronic depression *//; I procrastinate, I struggle focusing and struggle to focus. To be honest, I'm scared of what it will mean to actually become a full-fledged dev (especially the part where I'll have to quit my current job and search for a new one). Why am I doing this? well because I hate my current job almost as much as I hate myself of course! And I need a better job with better pay to help my partner with <life!>

// Updating properties of existing object

currentSong.title = "Orange Country"; currentSong.artist = "Gorillaz"; console.log('Now playing ${currentSong.title} by ${currentSong.artist}');

<suspira> Ya es hora de dormir, así que lo dejara por el momento, Iré subiendo conforme lo vaya sintiendo. Finalizing Session… Bash

git add log_entry_01.md git commit -m "initial launch: honest brain dump and JS practice" git push origin main

Status: Deployment successful.