#devishly handsome

[zippoluv]

[goldnephil]

Swear to god if D calls me in the middle of the night i will kill him. or at least try. i love sleep more than anything. and so does my mind. although it gave me this weird dream last night where  i was at a club with a few friends and one of my guy friends (Josh) came up behind me and i dont know what he was doing but his arms were around my chest and neck i dunno if he was trying to tackle me or something, so i kick out his legs from behind me, then his lip was cut, and blood through his stubble and blood all over the walls and i got banned from it. but everyone basically stayed calm... it confuses me too much

[goldnephil]

Remembering when D was walking along, i could feel the muscles move, ugh... I've been reading far too much kresley cole, and i have become like a 2 year old, fascinated  by the smallest things, being able to watch and think about things for hours, even if my mind does wonder off topic a little i do get back to the original thought. but god, just the sensation of anothers body moving seemlessly, each muscle working with another to perform an action.... i dont think people quite understand me at all anymore because i just want to watch and understand, feel and listen. and i know i go quiet when i do this but my god is fascinates me so much... just the ability to watch each muscle tense and relax as D moves, mannnn i could just waste so much time just watching. damn you artist eyes. damn you. no matter where i am, im almost making a film or a picture in my mind, trying to find a way to immortalise that moment in time even though i really dont have the artistic talent to go along with it, but ugh... i need a life

[yorknewclty]

大翔(ヒロト)