#dg4th

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blog website: blackboydreamer.wordpress.com *** you seek death & why? it’s not the door you’re looking for. it’s the cage— look close & discover it empty & know this: search for something long enough, eventually you'll find it.

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when you told me this fear of the dark I’m reminded how destructive love can be when I set myself on fire to keep you in the light even when it blinds you & to cast a shadow to tell you how you’re still someone I’d follow anywhere even if you never know I’m there ** my poetry collection "Not All Scars are Wounded" available NOW link in bio

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when I was young I’d see red as fire and not as blood that’s how I stayed youthful seeing life as powerful and never dying *** my poetry collection "Not All Scars are Wounded" available NOW *LINK IN BIO*

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*reason you say you love yourself as if it’s up for discussion as if what you feel can be debated as if who you are is grounds for politics so if you truly love yourself remember what’s understood to you doesn’t need to be explained to anyone else *** my poetry collection "Not All Scars are Wounded" available NOW *link in bio*

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you tell me who I am as if you were author for awhile I thought my blood was smooth as ink and that I could convince you to make love letters but I was only a diary nothing more than a secret I guess you thought if I didn’t exist then I couldn’t be a person and you could treat me however you wanted *my poetry collection "Not All Scars are Wounded" available NOW. *link in bio*

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when you told me you were lost and thought no one would ever love you I said find someone who wants you to discover them and here I was making maps out of mazes, and paving trails with beating hearts in hopes you’d find me at its center.

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so desperate for you to be happy, I drowned in every tear you cry to save you instead of showing you how to swim

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I thought I was the reason you wanted to stay when truly I was the excuse you needed to leave.