#diary 2019

[grimini]

part 3 of ‘pages of my diary i am willing to share’

[magenkeshet]

the amount of people on this side of the atlantic who tell me that they “don’t like Trump, but you have to admit he’s got a point about...” or that “you  have to respect him for...” chills me to my bones.  the shock and horror from two years ago is being replaced by this creeping, terrible acceptance. 

[itallgoeson]

DAY 326: Friends on Netflix

DAY 326: Friends on Netflix

November 22, 2019 – Friday.

My headache today isn’t that much of a burden to me since it is almost gone today and obviously, I still didn’t wake up at the right side of the bed this morning. I feel sluggish all day again and all I did was to watch Friends on Netflix while doing some household chores this afternoon. I am rewatching it since I really love that show, and it’s been a while since the…

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[itallgoeson]

DAY 325: This thing sucks

DAY 325: This thing sucks

November 21, 2019 – Thursday.

This is bad. This thing won’t go away and it’s already 5 days of this unbearable headache. The stress is really killing me and I have nothing to do with it. The side effects are the worst. I can’t think straight, I can’t memorize things, I can’t recognize some of the stuff I do, and it even affects my productivity for the day.

So far, I haven’t been able to write any…

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[itallgoeson]

DAY 319: Friends from high school

DAY 319: Friends from high school

November 15, 2019 – Friday.

Exactly 3 weeks since the last time I attended my classes, and since the first day I dropped out of college. It’s been a while, and I already missed going to school, not just because I have my allowance back then but I just missed having something to do. For the past weeks, I’ve noticed myself doing the same things over and over again, such as blogging, watching…

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[itallgoeson]

DAY 317: Double celebrations

DAY 317: Double celebrations

November 13, 2019 – Wednesday.

I should be having classes today but since I already dropped out of school, I’m just here in our house. I helped my mom cooked the dishes today. Today is my father’s birthday. I went with my mom to the market to buy some stuff for my father for his birthday today. I helped her cook since I have no things to do today. It was fun also I have the opportunity to have…

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[itallgoeson]

DAY 311: Lack of self-confidence

DAY 311: Lack of self-confidence

November 7, 2019 – Thursday.

I had a decent day today. I blog, did some Japanese learning things and then tried to do a YouTube video with my face in it. Even though I know that it was just a practice for me, I find it hard to express myself and talk to the camera all by myself without feeling weird. I am not used to talking to the camera and not feel conscious about everything that I am going to…

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[itallgoeson]

DAY 302: Mandu-pi and Shane Dawson series

DAY 302: Mandu-pi and Shane Dawson series

October 29, 2019 – Tuesday.

Yes. Finally, I did some writing this morning. There’s just something behind the word ‘just do it’ that’s making me do the heck that I sometimes don’t want to do. It’s scheduled later at 10PM. It took me so many hours to write on to develop those ideas and make deeper connection with everyone.

After I wrote my blog earlier, I watched some YouTube videos while charging…

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