@diefor said "i won't lose you again."
her heart beats erratically as she slowly sits up from mitsuki’s smoke infused couch. the couch her and mitsuki had sex on last night after their friend’s wedding. then proceeded to spend the rest of the night curled up in each other’s arms as they slept. the smell of cigarettes clings to the blanket pressing against her bare skin as well as her hair. aya finds it a little too comforting and that realization scares her somewhat. she knew she still harbored feelings for her ex girlfriend, but didn’t realize all it would take to reconnect was seeing each other again face to face.
if she wasn’t naked under the blanket she would have stood up. instead she casts a look of disbelief at mitsuki’s way and scoffs. “it took you eight years to decide that? it took a night of sex with me for you to decide that?”
of course aya felt the same, but upon waking up she intended to keep those feelings to herself. not just because she feared mitsuki didn’t feel the same, but because she’s afraid of getting her heart broken by the same girl who destroyed it the first time. it’s been eight years since they’ve been together, surely they weren’t even the same people anymore. but last night…aya definitely felt like she was with the mitsuki she knew and loved all those years ago.
