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[dreaminghour]

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This is a snippet from a "partner swap" smut I was doing for smutember 2021. Still working on it lol!

Modern AU. The background is that Anakin/Padmé and Obi-Wan/Quinlan have agreed to a partner swap. Obikin endgame. :3 This snippet is SFW.

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It's only once they're in the cab, Obi-Wan's hands back on him, that Anakin realizes he doesn't know if Quinlan or Padmé were still at the bar.

"Did you see—"

"Does it matter?"

Vaguely Anakin knows that Obi-Wan should be buckled, that the taxi driver certainly won't like it if they get carried away, but he's amazed to find that in the dark, hidden from the quiet bar and their own willing partners, he still wants this.

Well, wanting and allowing oneself to want — Obi-Wan's hand is firm as it strokes against the smooth skin of Anakin's cheek — he shaved for this, he put himself together in the most careful and exact way.

They tumble out onto the stoop of Anakin and Padmé's apartment building, the stairwell is dim and locked, but somehow Obi-Wan has himself together enough that he keeps to himself, even though Anakin desperately doesn't want that. In the backseat of the cab, he knew there was a driver, but the heavy weight of Obi-Wan's palm on his stomach, thigh against his crotch, Anakin doesn't want to think of anything else.

He's worried he'll remember to be afraid.

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I'll tag this "obikin partner swap" in case anyone else sends me an ask about it~

[tomicaleto]

anakin and #39 (ghost town) 👀

For some strange reason, I kept thinking this palette was called only 'ghost' lol

Here he is! And in the perfect size for a banner lol

color palette challenge

[rexismycopilot]

👉🏻👈🏻 maybe some maintenance spanking? maybe anakin has a repeated behavior that obi wan isn’t fond of?

👀A maintenance spanking, you say?

How did you know this was right up my alley? 🤔It's going to come as a surprise to absolutely no one that I really love this idea!

Thank you for the suggestion!! ❤️You've given me such lovely ones in the past and this one is great!!

[tennessoui]

obikin and 35 👀

35. One of them is trying to get the other off of drugs

(all below the cut because cw: drugs, though it's framed as anakin's first time using and obi-wan is trying to help him with the come down) (mostly angst and a bit of miscommunication)

Anakin’s never in his entire life seen Obi-Wan this mad at him. Not even when he’d been arrested by the Coruscanti police for crashing his speeder into a public fountain. Not even when he’d been arrested for illegal pod-racing. Not even when he’d been arrested for illegal pod-racing again. Not even when he’d followed Obi-Wan to Utapau, completely ignoring his own orders because he couldn’t let his master fight Grievous alone. What would have happened if Anakin had not been there in the fight against Dooku when the Chancellor had been kidnapped? Obi-Wan would have died. Anakin made sure that didn’t happen. Only Dooku had died, which Obi-Wan hadn’t liked finding out about, but Anakin had been acting on orders.

Sure, a Sith’s orders, but Anakin hadn’t known that then. But it makes sense, looking back on it. Only a person made of pure evil would try to insist on Anakin leaving Obi-Wan behind to die without Anakin beside him. He should have known something was up then, and all the times the Chancellor had said something not nice about his master.

Obi-Wan is so nice! And so pretty. And so kind and brave and strong and smart and fit and handsome and perfect and good.

What was Anakin saying? It’s hard to think in straight lines right now. The room is kind of spinning, or maybe the floor is made of tiny little oceans. Anakin would hate that. Mostly because Obi-Wan can complain for hours when his socks get wet, and he’s already looking angry enough.

Oh! Obi-Wan is mad at him. Oh. Anakin hates when Obi-Wan’s mad at him, especially now that they kiss sometimes, because whenever Obi-Wan is even a little annoyed with him for doing stuff like leaving droid parts on the floor or not washing his dishes or putting his cold toes in between Obi-Wan’s very warm legs when they’re in bed, Obi-Wan holds his kisses hostage until Anakin’s corrected whatever behavior the older man doesn’t like. It’s awful, it’s agony to be denied kisses and cuddles now that he’s had them before.

In Anakin’s opinion, he should get an unlimited amount of kisses and cuddles from his master, whenever he wants them. Maybe that’s an established relationship privilege though. Anakin wants to establish their relationship, but whenever he tries to bring up his serious, very obvious attachment to his master, Obi-Wan changes the subject. Mostly by kissing him, which is very highly effective.

The reminder makes him pout even as Obi-Wan keys in the code to their quarters and the door slides open. Obi-Wan goes straight to the kitchen, doesn’t even check to see if Anakin’s following him in. He hasn’t looked at Anakin once since he found him in the club and got a good look at his eyes.

Anakin feels like crying, curling up into a little ball on the floor and letting the oceans swallow him whole. He’d rather die than live in a world where Obi-Wan hates him. And he definitely hates him. He definitely never wants to be in a relationship with him, probably wants to break their bond and move out, start training another Padawan just so he can forget all about the first one who failed him so terribly.

He doesn’t even realize he’s started crying until a sob breaks its way out of the tightness in his chest. Somehow he’s on the ground, although he doesn’t remember deciding to consciously relocate. He pulls his knees up to his chest and buries his face in them, clutching tightly to himself as he tries not to shake apart.

It had been a normal fight on a bad day, when Anakin already was not thinking clearly. And so he’d excused himself from the silence of their apartments and gone into Coruscant proper, which had led him down to the lower levels, which had led him into a seedy bar. And when someone had offered to sell him deathsticks, his first thought had been how much Obi-Wan would disapprove, followed closely by the thought that it would be rather nice to get out of his head for a bit. He hadn’t thought Obi-Wan would track him down a few hours later, hadn’t thought that Obi-Wan would be so furious at him, enough to snatch him out of the pile of strangers he’d been lying amongst and take him, tight-lipped and silent the entire time, back to the Temple.

There’s footsteps right in front of him and they’re so loud, even though logically Anakin knows it’s just Obi-Wan. He still flinches back. Obi-Wan’s always had the capacity to hurt Anakin the most, but it’s even worse now since they started doing whatever it is they’re doing. Obi-Wan could single-handedly destroy him now. He might be getting ready to do that now.

Anakin raises his head to look up at Obi-Wan, who’s kneeling just in front of him with a glass of water held tightly in one hand. He doesn’t look as mad anymore, but he definitely looks sad.

That’s even worse. Anakin made him sad. He reaches out with his hand to touch Obi-Wan’s frown, but the world gets too unfocused before he can quite get there. Everything had felt light and floaty at the club, like he and everyone else had been weightless entities. Now the same feeling makes him feel nauseous.

He just wants it to stop, just wants this over with. Can't they just get this over with? He never should have done it in the first place, never should have said yes, now everything is wrong and awful and Anakin knows it was a mistake from the beginning.

Obi-Wan flinches back as if he’s been struck. He stands abruptly and turns away, running a shaking hand over his face. “Ah. I understand, dear--Anakin. Anakin.”

Anakin blinks because he doesn’t understand anything anymore. Had he been speaking out loud?

“Would you allow me to…help you to bed?”

Anakin nods because Obi-Wan’s always allowed to help him to bed, especially if he’s going to be staying with him afterwards.

Obi-Wan sets down the cup of water and gently pulls Anakin to his feet. He immediately latches onto the man’s heat, just now realizing how cold he is. Obi-Wan is stiff in his arms, which makes Anakin want to cry again.

He gets deposited on the mattress, but a hand presses against his back before he can lie down.

“Drink this,” Obi-Wan says quietly from somewhere next to him. Or behind him. It’s hard for Anakin to tell right now. The water is pressed to his lips.

“Tastes funny,” he says between sips. Obi-Wan seems instinctively to know just how fast to give it to him. Obi-Wan’s perfect. Obi-Wan deserves so much better.

The thought makes his chest hurt in panic. He presses his face past the glass, into the familiar warmth of his master’s tunics. “Are we gonna stop now?” he slurs. He tries to find the words to articulate himself better, even tries to use the bond, but Obi-Wan’s shields are drawn tight around his mind. Anakin is shut out.

But Obi-Wan’s still here, taking care of him. It’s all very confusing.

“If that’s what you want,” his master says very softly, as if in a great deal of pain. “I would never force you to continue to...be with me in that way. I thought you wanted--but. No, dearest. I mean, no, Anakin. I’ll put in a request for a room transfer tomorrow. You don’t...need to poison yourself with deathsticks to get away from me.”

Tears well up in Anakin’s eyes and he flips around on the bed so he doesn’t have to look at the face of the man who’s breaking his heart. He isn’t strong enough for some things. “I’m sorry,” he mumbles. A hand falls onto his hair and gives it a few strokes. Anakin flinches away. There’s no love in the motion. He doesn’t want it.

“Leave, please,” Anakin demands, trying to find solace in his closed eyes and only finding a spinning sense of darkness.

Obi-Wan inhales sharply, but Anakin can feel him get up from the mattress slowly. “We can talk more about this in the morning when you are more yourself.”

Anakin remains stubbornly silent.

“I’ll be just outside if you need me.”

Anakin is trying to make himself believe that he’ll never need Obi-Wan or anyone else ever again. All it gets him is pain.

“Okay,” Obi-Wan breathes out, and then there are steps and then the sounds of the door opening and closing and then Anakin is alone.

[rexismycopilot]

5 + 24 for the obikin ask game 👀

Awwww thank you! 💕

For the Obikin ask game

#5: Is Obikin your OTP in the Star Wars verse? Or do you love other ships just as much?

I would say Obikin is the one I enjoy the most, but there are a few other ships I love a lot too! I am loving Quin/Obi more and more (and there are so few fics out there for them! WHY?) I've read some really great Quiobi fics even though that was a pairing I never really considered. And @leaffall15 is has Skylin in my brain.

But Obikin wins out lol

#24: Gush about one thing you love about Obikin fanfiction.

Seriously, there's so much, but I'll try to pick just one. I love that everyone embraces these two dorks and writes them, flaws and all, with seemingly genuine love and affection for them. What I mean by that is even if I read a fanfic with a characterization of a character that I don't necessarily agree with, I can still get into the story because I can feel how much the person writing it loves writing for these two.

I assume this is the same for other fandoms too (or maybe not? I haven't been apart of a ton of them - especially in the fanfic sense), but I really appreciate that about this community.

[tennessoui]

stop i am cackling at the idea of like, the accidental marriage trope but it wasn’t an accident on obi-wan’s end, and anakin would be annoyed but obi-wan has better health insurance so honestly, can anakin even complain

after months of trying to get anakin into a scenario where the only option is to get married because like hell is obi-wan gonna ask for something like this straightforward (he's still getting used to the idea that he doesnt have to manipulate things out of anakin) and the one time it DOES work hes just like giddy and ecstatic and thats how anakin catches on to the whole plot

[russianblush]

for the kink ask game: feminization

hmm, i think ⭐️⭐️⭐️ is a fair rating, but i don’t go seeking it out in fics. i never really enjoyed reading it before this fandom but it works well with hollanov so when i do come across it, its usually a good read

send me a kink and i’ll rate it!