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Obscure Canons & Fanon Nopes! Why not!

Okay, so I got a few obscure canons that I can think of off the top of my head, but I'm mainly going to be regarding my Dipsy kin from Slendytubbies (3).

I don't really see anyone from that? Hell, I'm almost all the asks sent in for the media on this blog. Happens.

And fanon nopes - falls under the same canon here, I HATE the widely regarded headcanon that me and the other three are all children. Sure, Po was, but the rest of us were adults? Come on?

I also generally dislike the ship between me and .. Ron? For some reason? My only substantial interaction with him is me literally dismembering him, but okay (and I guess whatever happens in ST0, but you know.)

Eh. It is what it is. Maybe one day I'll run into sourcemates outside my very small group of friends. Maybe someday.

-Dipsy ; Slendytubbies [#💚🍭]

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Tinks please I miss you so much I miss you please come home I miss you so bad

It's okay it wasn't your fault I forgive you I'd forgive you a thousand times over just to see your face again I promise I promise I swear on it

We should have grown old together I wanted to so badly

I miss you

-dipsy ; slendytubbies #💚🍭

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God, I. Never thought I'd say this, but I miss you, Tinks. I'm sorry. About everything. I miss competing over dumb things, always teasing you and making lighthearted jabs, and staying out far too late until LaaLaa came looking for us.

I'm so sorry. It's okay, I don't blame you for anything. If it's any consolation, I forgive you. I'll always forgive you. Everything that happened, it .. wasn't your fault. I'm sorry things turned out the way they did.

I know who to blame, and it'll never be you. I was angry for a bit, sure, but I think .. anyone would've been. I was angry at LaaLaa too, and I know she didn't deserve me feeling that way. You definitely didn't.

At least it's over now. I'm okay. I hope you are, too. I miss you. Please come back. We'll be waiting for you always, in our little green house in the hills. You're loved. I promise.

-Dipsy ; Slendytubbies [#💚🍭]

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Felt like sending in a quick something for the Canon Thanks. I have a lot of appreciative messages to send out, so uh ... might as well do a few that are on my mind right now.

To Po, Laa Laa, and Tinky Winky: I think it's unlikely you all will ever see this message. I don't know many who kin from this media, and the tags for it on this blog are empty and/or long-dead. But .. thank you, all of you. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for letting it be us against the small world as we knew it. I miss you all. I don't .. know how to really express that. I was never the affectionate or sentimental type. I was always more practical, more "mature" - god knows how many times I've heard that, haha. Even after things went to hell, I still loved you all. Thank you for everything. To The Guardian: Thank you. Mostly for watching over us, but thank you for giving me a chance, too. I'm sorry about the satellite station. Actually, well, not really. Haha. I don't feel bad for that. Should I? Probably. But eh. Thank you for being willing to keep me around even after all of that. For seeing me, crouched and scared in a room, arm blown off and head loosely attached, and going "hey, come with me." Thank you. Thank you for working on a cure, for trying to fix things after they went so horribly wrong. Thank you for putting up with me, for being patient. To my father, B. Zuka: I'm sorry if I was a difficult kid. Thank you for taking me in despite who I was and what I'd done. Thank you for caring, for being kind, for sacrificing your time and sanity just to raise a troubled kid who had no business being taken in by you. For everything I messed up, for every mess I made, I'm sorry for that. I'm forever grateful that you tried. Thank you for being my father. -Dipsy (Slendytubbies) & Rocket (Phighting!, Roblox) [#💚🍭]

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No, I don't feel bad about what I did. Yes, I knew what I was doing.

Sure, the infection diluted my consciousness and rationalized my actions internally, but I still knew. I was still aware that I was killing "innocents".

I guess, in a way, knowing my situation simply brought me rage. The sudden awareness of my imprisonment, that my friends and I existed simply as lab rats - I was fuckin' pissed.

There was a whole world out there that we were being denied simply because .. what, it wasn't safe? What made us different from any of the others? It was bullshit.

Anyone involved was at fault, to me. Yet somehow I managed to .. I don't know. Forgive him. The Guardian. He showed me mercy, offered me safety and shelter. Ignored all of my past actions, even though I don't think they could really be .. disregarded.

He was nice company. A bit out of touch, sure, but so was I. That's simply what comes from isolation. In a way, we could relate to one another.

With the others .. gone, having him around made things less lonely. I don't remember when a cure was found, just that there eventually was a time when I was small and safe, sleeping curled in a proper bed again.

Man, being canon divergent is crazy, huh? I miss my prosthetic arm, but I also miss my chainsaw. I do like having my head attached to my neck again, though. Properly, anyway. Hard to reattach it yourself when you can't see - but hey, a lopsided job is better than nothin', right?

I still want my hat back, though. Love you anyways, White. It looks better on you.

-Dipsy ; Slendytubbies [#💚🍭]

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PSA Tinky Winky is the best boyfriend ever and I love him to the moon and back 💚💚💚 -Dipsy (Slendytubbies 3)