#dispera

[welele]

[ragazzoarcano]

“Invece di abbandonarmi alla disperazione, ho optato per la malinconia attiva, per quel tanto che mi consentiva l’energia, in altre parole ho preferito la malinconia che spera, che aspira e che cerca a quell'altra che, cupa e stagnante, dispera.”

— Vincent Van Gogh

[occhi-bui]

L’amore sa sperare quando la ragione già dispera.

Lyttleton

[peggiodibukowski]

"Non ho scritto nomi sulla mia lista nera, perchè tanto è la gente viva che si dispera"

Ilragazzodagli-occhidighiaccio

[yoloss98]

[lasolitudinediunbuconero-blog]

Nella vita primeggia chi è solo; è risaputo, oh adorati, che da voi ho dovuto correre lontano per evitare quell'unica grande parola che racchiude tutto. Delusione è il mio nome, tormento, mi chiamo vittima ed è facile cacciarvi di giorno ma di notte permettete, di notte ogni ricordo risveglia un moto celato alla luce del sole, convulso è il mio animo: triste è l'uomo che di giorno finge, di notte teme e sempre si dispera!

[nectarien]

I was tagged by Emily (unjewel)

You can tell a lot about someone by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your music and write down the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people.

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1. New York // The Boxer Rebellion

2. Take Me To Church // Hozier

3. White Teeth Teens // Lorde

4. 400 Lux // Lorde

5. Rather Be // Clean Bandit & Jess Glynne

6. Ink // Coldplay

7. One Last Night // Vaults

8. Breakeven // The Script

9. Lifespan // Vaults

10. Coffee // Sylvan Esso

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I’m not going to tag 10 people cause what are friends????

I tag: d-ivinations, hazyeda, dispera

[seeraestudy]

I was tagged by thestudyaesthetic!

Rule #1: Always post the rules. 
Rule #2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you wrote, then write 11 new ones Rule #3: Tag 11 people to answer your questions. Tag them and the person who tagged you so they all know what’s going down.

If you were a type of plant, what kind of plant would you be? // probably a lil cactus bc very likely to hurt you if you get too close but apparently cute enough to want sometimes and I can go ages without water or any nutrients at all tbh 

Favorite attribute about yourself? // intelligence I guess 

How do you see yourself in the future? // in my dreams: married with some cats in a small apartment in some city higher up in the northern hemisphere than I am now working at either a famous college's research facility or at CERN or maybe Fermi Lab if I have to stay in the US; in reality: alone with one cat that hates me with a shitty degree 

Favorite movie? // Spirited Away 

A memory that has impacted your life: I can’t talk about it… 

Favorite meme? // I'm not sure I have one??

Top three things on your bucket list: uhm…I don’t really have one. I’ve never been that type of person. Like a lot of people like spicy food and bright colours and laughter and I like bland af things in every respect. I don’t know if this counts but I just want to study a black hole, get a cat, and get married possibly but that one is very very unlikely 

What would you do if you had a million dollars? // wait until I get into college to find out exactly how much (probably like $400,000-worth) debt I'll be in and put that away for when the time comes, buy some cats, anonymously send some to people I care about, and donate the rest to animal shelters<3

Favorite musical artist/band? // LIGHTS ALL THE WAY OMG 

How many posters are hanging in your room? // two; one of Lights and one of There for Tomorrow 

If you could describe your personality in one word, what word would you choose? // weird melancholy

Now for my questions! 

Which do you prefer: dark black clouds and pouring rain and thunder and lightning or overcast lightly grey skies with that kind of misty rain that isn’t even really rain

Have you ever learned anything really cool in a math(s) class? 

Do you have to sing the alphabet to tell name the letters come immediately before and after k? 

Are there any foreign languages you’d like to learn that you don’t already know or are not studying right now? 

What’s your favourite word? 

What does your url mean and why did you pick it? 

What comes to your mind first when you think of the number 14? 

Do you have any happy memories from grammar school? 

How long have you been friends with your current best/closest friend? 

How did you discover tumblr and why did you choose your blog type? 

Name one random fact that is just the neatest thing ever to you.

I tag (people i know from the vintage black and white community as well as lovely studyblrs yay) (no pressure though okay ily<3): chrono-s, dispera, unlovedcat, elysiumless, kittence, preciousflowe-r, bitterrly, delfiini (☜ they are rad as freaking heck btw), s-tudyinq, removethehedges, thestudious