Sorry we’re kind of quiet - there are some asks/messages we don’t have the spoons to reply to right now, I really apologise, it’s nothing personal, things are just a bit much right now with Gus being poorly.
He was meant to be off the catheter today, hopefully peeing on his own and all being well coming home tomorrow. But that hasn’t happened. The vet phoned and said he's not peeing, has got another urethral block and they're concerned his urine contains what they think might be bits of his bladder lining. He's having a catheter back in and they're doing a scan of his bladder this afternoon to check the possibility that it could be a tumor. They're also sending off the bits they believe to be bladder lining to check if that is what it is - if so they'll obviously have to figure out the next step then. He definitely won't be home tomorrow now but hopefully the tests might provide some answers.
My partner and I are both quite emotional and have discussed the worst case scenario but hopefully things won’t go that way. There’s lots of triggered and anxious feelings in the system and we’re feeling quite blobby, it’s like there are too many of us in the front of our mind at the same time because everyone wants to know what’s happening. I don’t feel like me but I don’t have the energy to try and figure out what’s going on inside. I hope someone else takes over soon to be honest.