I’ve had some really distressing dreams lately...
This crappy injury has dragged me down so far that i’m even Crippled in my dreams.
The last one i was in a hospital, limping and in pain.... trying to explain to the doctor/nurse how much distress i was in and how i’ve thought about ending my life because i can’t take it any more...
stuff comes up in dreams you don’t want to talk about they say.
i don’t want to tell my husband about the thoughts i’ve been having, i don’t want to worry him... he’s under enough stress as it is...
i can not wait till the 8th, going back to see my consultant and see if they found anything on the scans and tests.
they better have after sticking me with needles at every opertunity...