#dkdkdkdkdk

[mishori-o]

First day of senior

Only good thing is seeing my friends again (except one of them I hate them/j)

[awful-little-goose]

pLeaSE dOn't kiLL mE mS GoOsE MaA'm

Uh- I’m a they/them-

[iloveleagueoflegends]

GOD THIS IS SO FUNNY

[jaakey]

🌺🚽

[cleverlester]

jdkddjjf i think i have a crush on like 2 ppl rn

[floofyfrivolity]

??? why is life so cruel? there are so many healthy eighty-year-olds out there with Alzheimer's, running around physically threatening people (for real - my cousin's grandfather was like that) whereas my grandma's brain is working just fine (very forgetful yes, but so am i) but she's completely bedridden and only getting weaker.

she hates being fed through the tube, having to use those urine-drainage bags, and everything about her life basically - uneducated and illiterate so she can't read, and her terrible eyesight and hearing doesn't allow her to enjoy TV. besides, its too taxing for her to sit up much. 

she has so much to say, but literally can't express herself so she can only sigh. i can't think of very much to say to her - one-sided conversations in broken mandarin can't last long - and i inevitably choke up anyway.

(i distinctly remember her talking about how she wanted to pass on quickly and painlessly, since she was getting old and weak and 'useless' - she was so afraid of being useless, and that was a few years ago, after a fall that left her semi-reliant on a walking stick. and look at her now) 

i can only remember her getting angry (and expressing it) once, for the first 16 years of my life - just once, for real. now she's just upset all the time.