#dlpearl

[bluebirbbb]

Something wicked this way comes...

[nefitesianchor]

I was sat down, trying to come up with a design for tfsmp!martyn, just sketching, but what do you know? Suddenly I'm drawing Pearl instead.

(Nooooooo, I'm not obsessed, why would you think that?)

Btw this is a picture of a screenshot on my computer because my email is full so I couldn't send it, that's why it looks so weird.

[mapleejay]

dawg

[mapleejay]

I dreamt that you posted a super lore-heavy mcyt gif or rbed it or sth and I was like "lol me when [situation]" in the tags and EVERYONE else in the notes was freaking out about how lore-heavy the gif was while I was blissfully ignorant. Why did my dream even involve tumblr

double life pearl wolf pack gif attack 💥💥💥💥💥

let's make your dreams come true /silly

[mapleejay]

tillydogs

[mapleejay]

you ever think about how pearl felt in double life right before the blast? or right after? her fingers are frostbitten, skin covered in scrapes and bruises she refuses to bandage. fresh blood on her hands that isn't her own, thats on purpose this time. starved, because she's barely been eating for weeks, and only what she's had left over after feeding her dogs. grizzle in her teeth, blood on her hands and axe, fingers frozen to the bone. bow drawn, and for the first time in weeks she's cares about if she lives or dies, she cares about if this fight means her death first or Scott's. they're both going to die, but it's supposed be a bloody and torrid love affair of arrows and axes and teeth. and instead it's an explosion with words of what's deserved, like any of this is what she wants. what she deserves isn't the fighting chance, but for him to take her last fight from her like he's taken so much else.

and she says she forgives him in the afterlife. it coats her tongue in oily words of forgiveness and understanding she doesn't truly believe. she's reunited with everyone in the afterlife, but they never wanted her company when she was alive, why would they care now that she's dead? why does she say she forgives him, other than a final lie to herself, to bring herself some attempt at peace?

frozen and bloodstained fingers and false forgiveness.

yeah me neither

and he has the audacity to think sparing her sword of blood is doing her a favor. of course he does. always having to stand on a moral high ground above everyone. not even in death does he fall from his high horse.

the gunpowder ignites and tears into their skin. for a fraction of a second the warmth feels comforting, melting her frozen limbs. the last thing her ears pick up before she's torn apart completely is a reminder of what she's lost. where is your pack now, lonely wolf?

the burning in her skin and ringing in her ears doesn't stop as she wakes into a new dream. her eyes scan the rest of the players, considering her options, teeth still sharp in her mouth. this won't be like last time. I won't let it be.

they were kinda crazy for this tbh

[mapleejay]

who else still stuck in that damn tower