yoangst; let’s pretendt that r3pe scene didn’t happend.
‘i don’t know if you already know how, but girl i got the feeling, that you know now.’
“y/n, pildo get him. we know his location now.” your boss told you, and you only nodd.
“i just go to toilet real quick.”
“be fast.”
you get into toilet, and you got your second phone, from your father. fast enough, you called his number waiting for him to pick up.
“we get going to get dongjae, he won’t be problem anymore.”
“he is a problem?”
“he is the one, who is selling new drugs.”
“why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“i told taeju,he was supposed to tell you.”
“nevermind. just get him.”
you hang up on him, and went to your partner. he was very careful around you, casue you seems little bit off for him. all of sudden, you got into police departamen of narcotics. also, you were really cold hearted to them, you didn’t show much emotions since day one here.
place you were in, was like a old factory or something like that. gangjae is supposed to make a deal here or something like that. this was complicated thing.
“are we going?” you asked, when pildo, and you stood by the corner.
“yes, but something isn’t right.” he looked around. “he is alone, where are his guys?”
“he is stupid person, i guess.”
“no it’s like-”
pildo didn’t get to end what he was about to say, cause all of sudden bunch of men came, and get you. you tried to fight, but they were faster, and there was about 10 people.
within a seconds, these men dragged you down, where gangjae was standing with his maniac smile. you used to like this smile, when you were at gym, but now it’s different.
“stupid police, why would you think you can catch me?” he was talking to you two. “but nice try. i’m sorry, but i think that y’all are going two feets under tonight. any requests?”
he finally turn around, and your hearbeat speeded. the way he was looking at you, kind of bring memories, but also he kind of made you stressed. if he said something about past, or your real intentions it’s end for you, and choi mujin.
“wait.” he said, and run to you. he touch your chin up, and looked into your eyes, and then smiled. his crazy smile. “oh fuck! guys you see her?”
“isn’t it this bitch?”
“yeah, she is.” he agreed. “detective lee? you in police?”
“shut the fuck up.” you said, while looking deadly into his eyes. he was really close to messed up your plan.
“ah, i see.” he was laughing as hell. “let her go.”
“what?” his friend stood by his side, and you could only look at them, and the way they were acting was weird to you. “she is still-”
“i don’t want to repeat myself.”
two guys came to you, and uncoff you. you didn’t wait long, to throw hans at gangjae, he won’t ruin your work.
“you fuckin jerk.” you have knife pressed slighlty to his throat. “i’m going to fuckin kill you.”
“you can’t honey.” he was cofident. “you don’t have guts to kill me. don’t be ungrateful. it’s me who helped you back there.”
“y/n, you know him?”
“no, i don’t.”
“my little y/n.”
“what’s going on y/n?!” pildo screamed, but fast enough gangjae’s guys took care of him, and he lost his track, and he passed out.
“i would never imagined that you “he pointed at you “would work in police. but i guess it’s not the main goal, am i right?”
“one more word, and i swear i rip your throat off.”
“as spicy, as always.” he looked you up, and down. “isn’t it your daddy? doing requests of your dad.”
“why you care?” you said. “aren’t you the one, who betrayed him?”
“maybe i am, but aren’t you too naive y/n?”
“what are you talking about, you dick?”
he smirked, and your head spins. you couldn’t understand what he was talking about, and why he seemed like he was telling the truth.
“take of your knife off my throat first, and let’s talk.”
you did it slowly, but still had a knife in front of you.
“start talking.”
“before i start.” he smiled. “aren’t you too mean for me? your beloved one, not so long ago.”
“it’s past gangjae.” you rolled your eyes. “can we forget?”
“no, we can’t. it’s cruel, how you forget who was at your side back then. person, who you promised love.” he looked at the sky. “aish, i remember how would you come to me no matter what. telling me how good i am. or do you remember how do you beat me?” this time, it’s you who smirked. “you won. i thought i’m going to kill someone, and it happend. by the accident, i killed one person.”
“because you were, and still are crazy psycho. no ones told you to kill him.” you smiled. “aren’t you weak? just because you lost in fair play, you needed to kill someone, to let out of your anger.”
“but aren’t YOU weak?” he said. “you loved me, and left me. why? cause you can’t or don’t want to accept it, that you love me?”
“don’t play with me gangjae.” you needs few breaths. “it was past.”
“so what? you don’t even know how much i was hurt.” he smirked. “now i can kill you, and you ass partner.”
you didn’t know why, but it kind of brings back everything you two had. four years ago, when you father dropped you there, was rough. everone was mean to you, and looked at you down, casue you were only female there. being called “bitch” “whore”, and many other names was casual for you. you were there alone, but this lonlines, and this mean people gave you motivation to fight.
gangjae was the only one, who stopped you from slapping one of the boys. everyone was looking at you, and he helped you stand up. also, he give you his room, cause he needed to go to another, since he wasn’t the youngest anymore.
back in this time, he was fine. but he went crazy, after choi mujin kicked him out for killing a guy without reason. before they kicked him out, you two get closer to each other. he would sneak into your room in the night, and he would talk with you, tell you jokes, laugh and be with you. he also was your ring partner, and often you were beaten up by him, or he was beaten up because of you. it was cool, but everything goes to the end.
“leave him alone. he doesn’t do anything wrong.”
“oh yeah. he didn’t.” he agreed. “but you are doing something wrong.”
“what?”
“i cuff her again.” two guys did it, and you were trying to fight, but they pushed you on the ground. gangjae came closer, and put your tag pendant around your neck pushing you to him. “any last words, my kitten?”
“just kiss me, your idiot.” you were suprised that you said it, but it was your desire at this moment. you can kill him other day. “and then i’m going to put your balls in your mouth, bitch.”
he was laughing like crazy. “we’ll see who would put whose balls into whoose mouth. it’s sad, that i’m going to do this way.” he kissed you with passion, and you catch yourself dive into kiss. “you don’t even know how much i missed you.”
he stood up, and set the ground on fire. he, and his guys get into cars, but before he got into car, he looked at you once again. they left. you were panicking. fire was getting bigger, and you were alone, cause pildo was behind you.
but fast enough black car appeared, and your father show up. he helped you, and your parnter. he was kind of worried, but he didn;t say much. he just save you, and left.
you were already uncuffed, and you helped pildo, when he was getting on track.
“what happend?”
“he wanted to set us on fire.”
“you know him.”
“i do not.”
“but he was talking to you, like he do.”
“he is psycho, aren’t they acting this way?”
“it was weird.”
“i know, but i don’t know him for real.”
you were standing in gangjae’s club. two days ago, you had photo sent to you by postman. it was your birth certificat with surname; jeong.you have never seen your birth certificat, and this picture made you suspicious. you agreed on the meeting, because you were curious of what’s going on.
“i see you’re alive.”
“told you i’d kill you.”
“don’t be mean.” he was on his way, to touch you, but you stepped back. “ah, jeong hyejin.”
“i am not jeong hyejin. choi hyejin, you idiot.”
“are you sure tho?” he was cooky abou this.
“stop playing games, and just tell me.”
“haven’t you wondered, why would your father sent you to us? to gym? or that you don’t know your mother, or don’t remember anything?” you were thinking about his words. “or that he involve you in police to catch someone?” your hearbeat was fast, and you get pices together. “i don’t know if you already know how, but girl i got the feeling that you know now.”
you were confused, it can’t be truth.
“you are lying to me.”
“i am not, kitten.” he smiled. “once, taeju called me into choi mujin office. when i was going to left i heard his conversation with mujin. they used you.”
“what the hell, gangjae? i know that you are snake, and you the most horible person on earth, but making this up-”
“you don’t have to believe me, but i have never lied to you.” he touch your face, and few tears were in your eyes. “your parents were his friends, and he killed them. when you were 5. he took care of something that you wouldn’t be rememver anything.”
“oh my god.”
“you are looking for man, who want to get rid of liber, and choi mujin organization.”
“why would you tell me?”
“cause risk is high of you getting catch, and i love you.”
“you wanted to kill me.”
“it wouldn’t kill you. i left three of my people to get you out of fire.”
“i need to go.”
“mujin would kill you. he surely do.”
“why?”
“cause if i’m alive, he knows that i can tell you.”
“don’t care about me.”
“i can’t.”
“listen. i’m done. i’m stressed, and cofusen and you-”
you couldn’t end, because gangjae start kissing you. he get his tongue into your mouth, and you for a moment forget what’s going on. his hands on your body, and your hands on his checks.
“if you’d kill me, you couldn’t have me like this.”
“i thought we hate each other.”
“no more.” he said. “i want you to stay by my side.”
“what?”
“i can help you get rid of mujin.”
“but..”
“i don’t want anything. just stay with me.”
you knew you were fool for staying with him, but you have never stopped loving him. you just hide your feelings deep inside, because that’s what choi mujin taugh you - never involve feelings into work, cause it’s always ends bad.
