𐔌 . ⋮ WITH YOU ALWAYS .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ — ✘✘✘
⋆𖦹⋆ˎˊ˗ PAIRING : HUSBAND!HAJOON X BLACKWIFE!READER
𖥻 ׁ ׅ synopsis ! ׁ ׅ 🪷 your husband is always supportive of your decisions, but never afraid of voicing his opinion. Moving across the world for your dreams was a surprise turn— well, not as surprising as your boss also supporting those dreams too comfortably for your husband’s liking.
── .✦ genre: angst, smut 𖥻 ׁ ׅ 5k+ words.
𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 warning : SMUT mdni, rough sex, oral ( f. receiving ), unprotected sex, creampie, slight dirty talk, praising, slight possessive!hajoon, reader is black coded, small argument, foul language, after care !
( author’s note at the end ).
Eight years, Eight years is all it took. Bustling in the kitchen that you've grown to love and slightly hate at the same time paid off well.
The same atmosphere you've grown accustomed to—each day that flies by, brain wired to clock in at a certain time and neatly put on your apron and get to work immediately. The other chefs was just the same, but way more assure of themselves, as a young chef starting at the age of nineteen they took your determination as a joke like one of those children books that have all the childish words to tell for days. It was laughable to them, but that never wavered you, no that only pushed you to be better.
You're Twenty four now, clearly your time here improved your skills a lot that your boss saw potential in you, slightly more than the others— so he said. He made it clear that he doesn't have favorites, but the other chef's called bull. So many emotions ran through your head as your boss stood tall in front of you in his neatly white office, similar to the design of the kitchen. You could see the excitement bubbling in him for you, while you were figuring out yours.
It felt like the words were stuck in your throat trying to claw out to shout 'Oh my fucking god!' but it died down as you let out the most high pitched thank you from the moment of silence. Clearing your throat out of shock and embarrassment, Chef Min laughed waving you off. "No i get it, so many emotions rushing in your mind right?" Folding his arms over his nice crisp white buttoned up shirt, leaning back against his desk, you shook your head, chef hat shifting slightly.
"Are you kidding, Chef, It's honestly such a dream come true." You felt your eyes welling up with tears, it seemed dramatic to you to be tearing up, but Chef felt like he accomplished on making the right decision. If his smile could grow ten times as wider, it would. "Being in France to become a CEO at the Velours Restaurant is honestly a big step that i feel like you can handle." His smooth voice calmed you down slightly.
Licking your lips feeling them dry up out of habit once realizing there is always a thought swimming in the back of your head. "Shit. My Husband." The words slipped out of your mouth before you could stop them, covering your mouth up, the shaking of his head as he stood to his tall height, unfolding his arms, smile never wavering. "It's okay, is there something wrong or.." He didn't want to pry, trying to figure his words out carefully.
You laughed awkwardly, rubbing your hands on you uniform pants, "I don't think he would take it well about me moving away." Those words felt silly coming out of your mouth, for once you saw his smile falter slightly. In his head you could tell he was thinking, 'Why wouldn't they moved together' or 'Why would he not be happy for his wife'. Again he was not going to pry, just thinking slowly. "If it make it any better, If you don't have his full support you have mine entirely." No slick intention, no suggestive tone, pure platonic and supportive is what you felt when hearing those words.
He could see you processing everything and don't want any pressure to be put on your shoulders, His smile regained its rightful place, "Y/N don't stress, it'll only eat you up alive, trust." He joked, moving over behind his desk to grab something. "Should i call him, No, it's better to talk about it in person." Speaking to yourself in a nervous tone, you didn't even realize the aroma in the room shifted slightly until it got close causing you to look up. The view of the nice pink and white lilies coming into view a long with a small card inside had your eyes bulging out in a comical way.
"Chef I can't…" The baritone hum cut you off with no intention on hearing your words. "Just a small congrats gift, that's all. Hopefully your husband don't mind." chuckling at his own joke unaware of your small giggle that choked up, reminding you once again the long conversation waiting for you when you get home.
Gripping the flowers wrapped in a cream color florist paper with a nice light pink bow wrapped around, you smiled, "Thank you." It came out lowly but he heard clearly.
"Pleasure is all mines, since you have things to do, you can wrap up in the kitchen and go home early." Chef Min pondered in his own thoughts watching you nod before walking towards the door. "Good Luck." He called out, you couldn't tell if it was for the big move or for later on when you step foot into your home either way you faced him once,the smile on your face set as a thank you.
You were home before him. That gave you enough time to calm down your thoughts and wind down a bit before cooking dinner. You let out a small sigh placing your shoes by the door before making your way further into the quiet home, heading towards the kitchen to sit the pretty flowers in a empty vase and put it on the kitchen island table. You pondered on opening the card eventually deciding it was best to do it after dinner, checking your phone for the time it was currently nine forty, "he should be home in thirty minute." you mumbled to yourself making your way to y'all shared bedroom.
Squinting slightly once you turned on the lights, trying your best not to just flop on your bed and just nap until Hajoon gets home. Tossing the bag on the floor you sighed once more making your way inside the walk in bathroom, cutting on the lights, and stripping your clothes off slowly.
Stepping into the shower the hot water graced your body getting a pleasant reaction out of you as you hummed feeling all your tiredness drain away simply from the hot water. Lathering your body up with your favorite body wash, washing all the sweat and dirt from working. Once out the shower you slowly put on deodorant, lotion, and body oil before putting on only a pair of panties and slipping on your lace silk night gown. Quickly putting your braids up into a bun, few of the curls sticking out, glancing in the mirror and then leaving the bedroom to start on dinner.
The dish you decided to make, was simple and typical. Pasta. Not really in the Chef mood just simply ready to end the day off well. In the mist of you making the sauce for the pasta while the noodles boiled on low temp, the sound of keys could be hear along with the front door opening. "love, I'm home." Hajoon came out loud enough for you to hear, "In the kitchen," was all that need to be said, footsteps heard and muscular arms wrapping around you, a kiss on your shoulder before resting his head on your shoulder.
"Missed you." his low groggy voice from working could be heard, but it sound so sensual to you. You leaned into his body, never faltering with the spatula in your hand. "Work that rough." You joked earning a small playful scoff from your husband. The warmth from his body gone once he stepped back to lean against the island table.
"You could say that, small fire downtown happened, it was only chaotic cause people like to record instead of moving away from danger." he ranted a bit, you looked over your shoulder seeing him in his black long sleeve compression shirt and heavy cargo uniform pants. "At least pretend like you care." his words made you think he was a little mad, but once you looked up to see him grinning you playfully rolled your eyes going back to cooking, feeling shy from unknowingly checking him out.
You heard him chuckle before he made his way back over to you, stealing a quick kiss before making his way out the kitchen, "I'm going to take a quick shower." You hummed in response fully in your own thoughts.
Dinner was going smoothly, it was your silence that made Hajoon look at you with worry. "Is everything ok?" Hajoon voice came out soft watching you pick at your food thinking maybe it was your chef instincts kicking in, not like the sauce or the noodles were undercooked.
"No..just, I have something to tell you." You honestly wanted to laugh out of ridiculousness. Such good news bring you so much worry in finding out your husband's reaction, like two weights on your shoulders that won't let up until you say it out loud.
"What is it." The tone in his voice shifted slightly, in all honesty he was thinking the worst after hearing those words. Did you commit a crime?, he thought, no but the next sentence couldn't prepare him enough as his full attention was on you—if it wasn't fully before.
"You're what now?" Biting your bottom lip you reached for the glass of wine before downing the drink using the liquid to help ease the pressure. "I'm going to be a CEO at a restaurant in France." You said more clear this time taking in his reaction.
You can see his eyes wondering, mainly in thought from all this like it was a puzzle. Scratching the back of his head, hard still a little bit damped from showering, he couldn't help but hum.
Hajoon eyes shot up immediately, "No, far from disappointed." Quick with his words like the thought of being disappointed in you was a insult or foreign thing. Hajoon downed his own wine, for him helping him choose his words wisely.
"Look. I'm really proud of you, I'm fucking ecstatic for you love, but…" There it was that but. It was like the weight on your shoulders never lifted after telling him it only increased when waiting for that simple but.
"But what Hajoon, it's a big opportunity." Your voice came out with a drastic sigh, trying to not get riled up, you were just feeling so many emotions right now.
"You'll be far away from me."
Hajoon couldn't help but let out a laugh, "You know we can't." Voice chillingly going calm as he focused on the half eaten pasta in front of him. The scoff that left your lips was what brung his eyes back up quick. "Ahh so stay for your job, but not for mines. Got it." You nodded your head figuring out the big picture of his words.
"You know that's not what I meant."
"That's what you were implying!"
Voice coming out loud, more than you wanted it to be. Hajoon watched you stand up grabbing your plate and empty wine glass, heading to the kitchen. "Love come on, you know I didn't mean it like that that." He called out, not moving from his seat, You found that even more convincing that he did mean it.
"I don't understand, if it's not your job then what is it." You rambled on and on every word coming out fast as you scrubbed the dirty dish and empty wine glass. The rambling went on for a good minute until you realized Hajoon was silent, raising your curiosity you look over seeing him now up and looking at the pretty flowers your boss gave you and the card.
You see him reading it with a raised eyebrow. Genuinely hilarious how he never noticed the flowers when he first walked into the kitchen, main focused on you after a long day of work. The little twitch in his smile as his eyes stayed glued to the card.
The words were light, too light like he was happy to see such a nice gift. "It's just a congratulations gift." you moved closer reaching for the card in his hand, but he quickly jerked his hand back, this time smiling more brightly. "Yea, I'm aware the flowers are, but the card is something totally different." You looked at him confused which he once looked at the card again, this time reading it out loud.
"Congratulations on your next big step. I’m so proud of you and everything you’ve achieved—you truly deserve this. I’ll miss you, but I’m excited to see all the amazing things ahead for you. Always cheering you on, from Min." Hajoon voice came out smooth and cheerful mimicking what he thinks Min's voice sound like.
Slightly tossing the card on the table next to the flowers he looked at once again, "jjajeung na, ssibal." He mumbled in Korean, running his hands through his hair. "Chef Min was just congratulating me, your being ridiculous right now." you sighed growing more annoyed by the minute. You couldn't understand what was so upsetting for your boss to happy after giving you an amazing opportunity .
"Nah, it's more than that." He shook his head, no words after that like he was thinking on how to back up his reason on feeling the way he feels right now. Maybe deep down he knew he didn't, maybe he was just upset with himself that his support was showing in a different way, worried more on moving than the big picture.
"For god sake you're unbelievable." Walking passed him with nothing else to say, leaving the kitchen and going upstairs, deciding best to sleep off your anger. Hajoon sighed closing his eyes, instant regret for his words and action towards the situation.
He leaned against the island table, running his hands across his face left alone in silence with his thoughts.
It's been exactly three days since that dinner. Let's just say you hold grudges rightfully so when you and your husband argue. Hajoon kept his fair distance but still showed you how sorry he was for his actions. Made you Korean food his mom always make him when she has time to visit the both of you, Bought you flowers to your job twice, and sending many heartfelt messages to saying sorry. It was adorable.
Your shift was over, rolling your neck from hours of working a sudden ping notification caught your attention, reaching in your pants pocket to retrieve your phone. Screen lighting up to look at the text.
I'm outside when you're ready.
Placing your phone back into your pocket, you grabbed your stuff out your locker and made your way out, saying goodbye before leaving. Hajoon stood outside waiting by his car dressed in a dark denim jacket over a white tank and open button-down, paired with wide-leg black pants and sleek black shoes. raising an eyebrow as you step closer looking him up and down.
"Dressed up nice i see." You said watching him grin before leaning in to kiss you on your lips, "Had a special meeting today, how was your day?" Voice coming out soft as he looked at you. The sigh was quick, looking at the people passing by and cars moving. "Tiring, but okay." looking back at him seeing Hajoon nodding his head before opening the car door for you. "Well hopefully the news i have for you at home will brighten up your day." Was all he said, laughing at the squint in your eyes while you looked at him, getting in the car carefully.
The car ride was quiet except for the song dead man walking by Brent Faiyaz playing lowly. You looked out the window watching the buildings. "I'm sorry for how i acted that night." Hajoon looked at you before focusing back on the road, "It was immature of me." You looked at him, studying his side profile. his black hair covering his forehead, making him look even more handsome.
"It's ok, i understand moving again can be a hassle.." you mumbled, but he heard you causing him to smile a little and reaching over to rest his hand on top of yours. You interlock your hand with his, your thumb rubbing his hand. He moved your hand up to his lips kissing the back of your palm earning a playful eye roll from you.
Once you and Hajoon got back home before you could think about going to y'all room, Hajoon ushered you to the living room sitting next to you with a huge smile on his face that was honestly starting to scare you.
"Did you kill someone." You blurted, shocking him as he looked at you like you have lost your mind. "What- no, why would i kill someone." You squinted your eyes, "You're too happy right now." He scoffed eyes looking off at the distance like he was looking at an imaginary person to see if they hear your crazy words. "So me being happy right now equals to me committing murder." He deadpan looking at you with a straight face.
Shrugging your shoulders letting out a sigh, "Well if its not that, then what is it." Hajoon shook his head dismissing your ridiculous accusations.
"We're moving together for your job."
You blinked a few times waiting for him to say sike. "Oh you're dead ass." Hajoon laughed at your reaction watching you stand up, face showing clear emotions of shock. "Oh my- you're messing with me right now." Feeling tears well up in your eyes, he stood up moving closer to you cupping your face and wiping your tears. Smiling as he kissed you on your lips. "I'm not love, I thought about it and said fuck it." You laughed hitting his shoulder playfully.
"What about your job?" Hajoon hummed, "I had a meeting with the crew and my boss about me leaving, my boss said he's close with the boss over in France near the location we'll be staying at. Put in a word for me and it's a done deal." He answered proudly, what are the odds you thought.
You pouted feeling more tears coming. "I love you." You said earning a grin from your husband, leaning to kiss your pout away. "I love you more." He mumbled against your lip.
"Was my news better than your boss." Hajoon joked kissing you once again, smiling in the kiss placing your hands on his chest, backing up a little. "Maybe a little." teasing back watching his eyebrow raise up as he picked you up making you wrap your legs around his waist.
"Oh yea," was all he said carrying you upstairs to the bedroom. Laying you down on the bed as he got on top of you kissing you once again. Wrapping your arms around his neck pulling him closer, his hands roaming your body. He leaned up taking off his jacket leaving him still dressed in his black tank top and jeans while he watched you unbuttoned your blouse revealing your black lace bra, removing the blouse off fully, discarded somewhere on the floor along with your pants.
"God you're beautiful." He said breathless, eyes darken the more he stared. Leaning back down to kiss you on the lips, Neck down to your breast. Hand smoothing reaching behind your back, skillfully unclasping it and taking it off—tossing it on the floor.
You moaned feeling his lips latch onto your left nipple and softly squeezing your right, hand moving up to his hair feeling pleasure form just his tongue. Letting go of your nipple with a lewd pop sound, he kissed down to your stomach stopping at your panties, wasting no time to removing them, lifting your hips up a little to help him in the process.
Priding your legs open, the cool air hitting your pussy had you shivering feeling his hands rub up and down your thighs. "Joon." The small whimper left your lips, watching his eyes look up from you. "Yes love." His mouth was so close yet no movement was made not until the words left your mouth. "Please joon i need you." Your words were quick feeling your body getting hot.
The small smile graced his face, not saying anything before latching his mouth onto your sensitive bud causing you to let out a choked moan, back arching off the bed. Your hand immediately tangled into his hair feeling pleasure as he moved his tongue up and down your folds, tongue prodding at your hole.
You let out a gasp, "fuck-" The slurping noise was very loud from the way he ate you out, not once lifting his head up like he was in a trance. Grip tighter in his hair causing him to groan as he gripped your thighs tighter, keeping you shaking legs from closing. "hng- joon im- fuck." Barely getting your words out, eyes rolling back, he lifted his head up mouth covered in your essence. Feeling two fingers enter inside you while he leaned in kissing your lips, making you taste yourself.
Moaning in the kiss his fingers working magic as he fingered you. "You hear that? hear how loud she is for me." he groaned against your lips kissing down your lips leaving marks. You felt aroused and shy hearing the loud wet noises your pussy made as he fingered you faster bringing you incredibly closer to cumming undone for him.
"Feels s-so good." You moaned out eyes closing in pure bliss. You could feel his lips curl up in a smirk against your skin, placing one last kiss on your neck before looking at you. "Yea?" his thumb rubbing your clit, eyes wide open catching the sight of his shit eating grin. Hajoon could feel your walls tighten around his fingers, clear signs of you really close.
"Going to cum for me, huh?" Shaking your head not able to speak properly, clawing at his arm. "Use your words pretty." Tone low as he stared at you intensely. "Yes yes, going to cum for you." Earning a smile from your husband he leaned down to kiss you on your forehead feeling your legs shake before watching you cum undone.
"Ssibal, neo jom bwabwa. jagiya." He said lowly eyes focusing on your pussy and thighs covered in your juice. Breathing heavy you watched him as well, focusing on the way he licked his fingers cleaned before getting off the bed, realizing he was still clothed. taking off his black tank top, silver chain resting perfectly on his collarbone. He grinned seeing you eye him like a hawk while he took off his pants and boxers next.
Your mouth watered at the sight of his dick, always amazed by his size. He climbed back on top of you letting you rest your head back on the pillow, taking his left hand and wrapping it around the thick base of his dick, tip rubbing against your glistening folds— lubing him perfectly. He looked up to see your eyes focused mainly on his movement, "You okay?" Asking softly earning a small nod from you.
"I'm ok just put it in already." Feeling impatient he laughed before listening to you, tip entering inside you receiving a sigh from both of you at the feeling. "Oh fuck." Your husband mumbled sinking further inside you slowly feeling your walls tighten with each movement. "Fuck love, you're so tight." He gasped placing both hands beside your head on the pillow, you moaned feeling every inch of him stretching you out.
"Can i move now." Realizing he waited for you to give him the green light you nodded your head yes feeling him immediately moving his hips slowly, both of you moaning. He watched you struggle to keep your eyes open, rolling his hips agonizingly slow. "Joon hng- faster please." You breathed out.
Hajoon raised an eyebrow feeling the need to tease you. "Why? thought making love would feel nice today, hm" He chuckled seeing you fully look at him with a pout forming on your lips. "Joon," was all you said whimpering as he continued the slow pace.
"Yes love." Teasing voice never dispreading. "Joon you can make love to me another day just- please just fuck me." Your begging had switch something in him, eyes darker and dripping with lust. Hooking his hands underneath your thighs, he folded you in half, gasping at the feeling of him even deeper now because of the position. "Yea want me to fuck you, huh?" He shook his head feeling you clamp tighter.
he wasted no time moving with a new pace to your liking, strong hands not letting up on your thighs basically putting you through the mattress. You let out a choked moan surprised at his sudden strength, he watched your face contort in pleasure, making sure you can feel all of him in the new position,
"Ouu right there." You cried out feeling him hit your g spot, balls slapping heavily against your ass, lewd sounds coming from your pussy as he focused on you. "Love this fucking pussy so much." His mouth going slack as he put all his weight onto you, "Like this shit, huh? Like getting fucked like this." Your eyes rolled back mouth opening and closing, can't even properly speak.
"C'mon baby use them pretty words." He groaned slapping your thigh earning a shriek from you, "Yes f-fuck hng- fuck yes i love it." crying out, pussy spasming with each thrust he made. "Yea keep squeezing me baby, fuck look at you." He moaned out glancing down at your pussy creaming all over his cock, "Making a mess all for me." Leaning down to kiss you which you happily excepted, moaning into the kiss.
Your legs was burning from the stretch, body shaking from intense pleasure. "Joon i-im close." words slurring out, he leaned back up releasing your legs causing you to sigh. Hajoon wasted no time time putt you on your side, his broad muscular body laying behind yours on the bed, hooking his forearm underneath your leg to raise it up a bit as he entered you once again— in spooning sex position. Letting out a gasp feeling his hand that was holding your leg move closer towards your aching clit, rubbing figure eight on it.
"Oh Joon." his left arm was underneath your head, using the opportunity to wrap it around your neck, not squeezing just resting there in a headlock, thrust never faltering. "hmm fuuck baby I'm close- shit." You gripped his bicep that was around your neck, eyes shut feeling closer to your release.
"Tell me where you want it" He groaned out biting his bottom lip, moving his two digits faster on your clit while thrust growing sloppy. "I-Inside, want it inside." Hajoon eyes rolled back at your words mouth going slack releasing the most pornographic moan ever that had you cumming right a long with him. The feeling of his cum had you gasping and clawing at his muscular arm.
"Fucking hell." He cursed moving his fingers off your clit, your body spasming from your orgasm. Still buried inside you moving a little, he let go of your leg— rubbing it softly with care as he kissed your temple. "Did amazing love." he sighed calming down his own breathing as well from his own orgasm.
You look back behind you, reaching your hand back to cup his face seeing his hair stick to his forehead, glistening in sweat. He leaned in kissing you on the lips before moving to get up once he was fully out of you. "I'll be back," mumbling a tired ok and closing your eyes for a little bit, he cam back with a warm wet rag in hand. He smiled seeing your tired body relaxing, he softly prided your legs open to clean you up.
Once he finished he carried you to the bathroom to take care of you, letting you pee while he run the bath water. "I'm so tired," yawning once done using the bathroom, your husband chuckled helping you up. "Me too, you put me through it." you scoffed at his words nudging his shoulder. "Says the one who basically put me through the mattress." Smiling lazily, he helped you inside the tub and climbing in after you, relaxing your back against his chest as the hot water felt nice against your skin.
"hmm this feels nice." eyes shut letting your husband massage your aching thighs under the water before helping you clean yourself off. "I'm glad it does." softly whispering in your ear, kissing your temple and helping you wash off all the sweat and smell of sex.
"Babe, i think we got all the important stuff." You sighed eyeing your husband helping the workers check everything. "Besides, the other moving trucks will bring the rest after we get to France." you tug him back from asking one of the workers another question, apologizing for his crazy behavior. "I'm just trying to make sure we don't miss something important, knowing you."
"What's that supposed to mean?”
"It means you like to nag me about things that you forget to bring no matter what and once we hit this road, I'm not turning back." He stated helping the worker with box to put it in the trunk of his car that had the last bit of space. you couldn't even argue because he was right, "Fine you have a point." Standing by the car, the hot sun beaming on your melanin skin while the wind only blew a little bit to cool you down. The nice sundress you wore was perfect for this type of weather, watching your husband help out not letting you lift anything.
"You can wait in the car you know." He noticed you leaning against the car fanning yourself, smiling at him while shaking your head, "It's ok, nice seeing your arms flex when lifting boxes."
Shaking his head cant hide his smile he moved more boxes into the moving truck as well. Once finished he paid the workers before saying thank you. "Alright that's it, moving truck is hooked to the car so everything's set." Hajoon came up to you, quick kiss on the lips before opening the car door for you.
"You ready for the next chapter in your life?"
"With you by my side. Always."
𐔌 . ⋮ author’s note .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱
omg it’s been a while. I’m honestly glad to be back and writing. A lot has been going on in my life, still is but way more manageable now. I’m sorry readers do disappearing without saying anything especially to those who had requests like this fanfic here was requested. I’m sorry for taking soo long to write and post it. Since it’s new beginnings for me in 2026 I decided to change my name from lovecoree to ruescoree. I hope everyone is doing great, healthy, and doing amazing things in life. I have fanfic ideas in mind that I want to post that has been in my drafts for the longest. Also request are still open, if anyone have any questions or anything don’t be afraid to reach out. Love you y’all 💗!