“My haunted lungs, ghost in the sheets.”
Haunting you pt.2
Pt.1
Synopsis- Months after being kidnapped by Simon, you two go grocery shopping. Things happened, and you get railed 7 ways to Sunday!!
Tags- Kidnapper!Simon! M!reader! NSFW! MDNI! Fem-aligned!DNI! Reader!still!gets!called!princess! Belly!bulge! Cream!pie! Dark!Simon! Lwk!Feral!Simon! Dom!Simon! Subspace! Stockholm!Syndrome! Double!Penetration! Possessive!Simon! Obsessive!Simon! DUB!CON!
A/n: This is so rushed, I started writing it a month ago but got writers block and powered through. ( ̄▽ ̄)
Living with Simon has been overwhelming in a sense. You’ve grown close to him— might even go as far as to say you’ve grown to love him. He’s sweet, unbelievably so. You wouldn’t expect someone as gruff as him to treat you so kindly and honestly. It’s kind of laughable. There are some rules given the fact that he did kidnap you. For example, you’re only allowed outside with him. He’s still scared that you’ll try to run away from him. It’s kinda cute. At first, he wouldn’t even let you use the bathroom alone, but after a lot of begging and pleading, he realized he was being unreasonable.
He almost never left you home alone, not unless he absolutely had to. That’s what brings us to the current situation: grocery shopping. You’ve been craving chicken parm pasta for the longest. Being the best kidnapper anyone can ask for, Simon takes you to get the ingredients for it. You’re almost done getting what you need. Only two things are left— heavy cream and Parmesan. Surprisingly, shopping with Simon is rather peaceful. Sure, he won’t let you out of his sight, and he glares at anyone who gets too close to you.
Which he was currently doing, ‘ugh, he’s so adorable, like an overgrown guard dog’. Smiling, you grab his hand and tug him along. “Let’s go, Si, we still have stuff to get.” You remind him, sighing to yourself when you realize just how in love with this idiot you are. He lets you tug him along, of course; he’d do anything for you! That’s exactly why he hasn’t beat that guy’s face in— wait— is that little shit still staring at you? God, he must have a death wish. He’s so lucky you’re here— Si wouldn’t want you to be scared of him… everyone else? Great! But you? Fuck, he might have to tighten your lease— he doesn’t want to— no, of course not— it’s just— he doesn’t want you to run away. He doesn’t know what he’d do with you; he fucking needs you. He’d trade all of his blood just to hear you laugh— laugh, goddamn you.
But this little cunt keeps staring at you, and if he doesn’t stop, he’s not going to have any fucking- “I’m ready to check out, let’s go!” And as if you could hear the route his thoughts were taking and trying— key word— trying, he still wants to break that fuckers’ neck. “After you.” He manages to huff out, letting you lead the way to check out. And you did, humming softly to yourself, totally oblivious to what’s happening around you, not that Simon is complaining. It’s one of the reasons he took you in the first place; you need someone to protect you from this dangerous world— you needed Simon.
“Okay, ready to go home?” You beamed, collecting your bags. Home— you already think of his place as your home? Fucking hell. You couldn’t be more perfect. He couldn’t wait to get you back home so he can bundle you up and— oh, that fucking cunt, why is he—“Hey. Excuse me— I uh— I was wondering if— “ “No.” The word was out of Simon before either of you realized, “I’m sorry? Who even are you? I wasn’t even— “ “No.” This time it was you who said it, and Simon has never been more in awe of you. It’s like you get better by the second.
“Bye now!” You say, grabbing the blue-eyed male and scurrying out of the market. On the walk home, Simon kept you close to him, practically hissing at anyone who came near you— you could swear his back was even raising just like that of a cat. “Si, calm down. Nothing’s going to happen,” you said, which only resulted in him gripping you tighter. Not that you can blame him; someone tried to take you away from him, some lowlife tried to talk to you. Nothing pissed Simon off more than someone who doesn’t know their place.
“Come on, Si, you know I only want you,” you try to reassure him, nuzzling into his shoulder. “My entire being belongs to no one but you, Si,” you hum, gently kissing his neck before pulling back to look at him, “let’s hurry home.” You said, forcing him to pick up the pace.
Reaching ‘home’ didn’t take very long, due to the market being fairly close to where you now live. “Come on, Si, let’s put all the groceries…up?” You trailed off, stepping away from him. “Si, what’s wrong?” The way he’s looking at you is both scaring the living shit out of you and turning you on immensely. Unfortunately for you, even as you stepped away, he followed. Head hanging low, but his gaze burned into you. The hair on your neck began to raise and every fiber of your being screamed for you to run— run and hide. And before you knew it, your body was moving on its own accord, turning and running down the hall towards the bedroom, ignoring the sound of his heavy footsteps following after you. Really quick, let’s both agree that running from someone with the military background that Simon has is very idiotic, right? Right. Simon tackles you before you can even reach the bedroom, pulling you close to him, grunting as he does so. The way he holds you is the same way you’d hold a frightened bunny. That’s what he sees you as— a frightened bunny. A stupid little bunny who needs someone big and strong to protect them from the horrors of the world. This you knew—that is why he kidnapped you after all.
“Calm down, princess,” he soothes, going as far as to pet the top of your head and rub your neck. “I’m not going to hurt you,” he grunts out before standing with you in his arms, heading towards the bedroom. “Just going to make you feel good. Don’t you want to feel like a princess?” he asks, though he’s not really asking. It’s more of a taunt. Someone as naive as you doesn’t know that they need it until it’s given to them, and that’s what Simon is doing—giving you what you need.
The moment he walked into the room, you were on the bed, thrown there actually, with an order to, “stay.” Like a pet. While he went to explore the closet, “Si,” you whine, curling up on the corner of the bed. You’re quickly shushed as he walks over to you with only two items in hand: lube and a… dildo? It’s almost as big as him, just slightly thinner. “Don’t worry, princess,” he says, grabbing your leg and tugging you towards him. “I’m just making sure you’re filled.” He grunts out, as he begins taking off your pants and underwear.
“Don’t you want to be filled up?” He taunts as he cups your crotch. “What am I saying? Of course, you do.” He answers the question for you, knowing you’re way too small-minded to answer such a huge question by yourself.
Trailing his hand down to your hole, he presses the pads of his fingers against it. Ignoring your whines and twitches, he squeezes some of the lube onto his fingers, chuckling to himself at the little jump you made when you felt the coldness of the lube.
He waits a second, then two before pushing two of his fingers in. “Wait—” you cry out, though your cries fall on deaf ears. Simon is way too focused on having his way with you. He didn’t care if you thought it was too much. He knew you could take this and more. And he’d prove it to you.
“I’ll never get sick of seeing you hole open for me.” He grins, scissoring your hole. “I know you’ll never get sick of having your hole opened,” grabbing the dildo, he taps it to your hole before hooking his fingers on it and tugging it to the side. “This might hurt a bit.” He pushes the dildo in, being none too gentle about it.
“Simon—” you choke out, “please—“ you whine, grabbing at the sheets, “I can’t, please—“ he— like before— ignores your cries, pushing the dildo in until it won’t go any further, “there.” He cheers, letting you breathe for a little, “you did so well, princess,” he praises, leaning up to place a small peck on your lips. “Keep up the good work, okay?” This is all you get before both his fingers and dildo are moving in tandem inside of you. “Si-Si-Si” you chant, almost choking on your spit, “Simon please!!” You beg, you don’t even know what you’re begging for. Do you want more? Surely not, this is already too much, your hole is stretched so far as is. But it can’t stop, not now. “Don’t worry, sweetheart, I know exactly what you need.” He reassures you, leaning down to kiss your temple before adding another finger inside of you.
“Do you think you’re ready?” He questions, tugging on your hole with his now three fingers. “Ah, what am I saying? You can’t even understand me, can you?” He taunts before pulling his fingers out of you, quickly shushing the whines and whimpers that followed, unzipping his pants and pulling out his cock. “Don’t worry, you’ll be filled again soon,” placing his cock against your stretched hole, right against the dildo he begins to push in.
“Too much! Too much!” You yelp, trying to squirm away from him. This, of course, doesn’t stop Simon; he simply grabs your hip with his now free hand and says, “Stay.” Sliding home into your warm, slick hole. “Fuck.” He groans out, calming his breath before matching his thrusts to that of the dildo. “Bloody hell. Why did it take me so long to try this?” He mutters, his thrusts getting harder and faster.
“Do you feel good, princess?” He asks, wrapping his free hand around your neck, chuckling to himself when he sees just how out of it you actually are. “Yeah, you’re feeling splendid, I bet.” He smiles, tightening his grip around your neck just so. Groaning when you tighten around him, “You feel so good,” he leans down to suck on your neck, “and you’re all mine.” He grunts out, fucking into you harder. “I should keep you locked up. So that no one but me can see you like this.” And harder, “Mine. Mine. Mine” He growled out, biting into your neck, just beneath his hand.
“I love this hole.” He praises, “I’m so glad it’s all mine.” He growls, twisting that dildo out of you. “When you cum, you’re going to cum on my cock alone.” He demands, fucking into you like an animal. “Simon,” you whine, finally able to get something out other than those pathetic moans of yours. “Please, wanna cum,” you beg, rutting back against him. “Wanna cum so bad.”
“Then cum,”
And cum you did, moaning out loudly as you did so. Whimpering when Simon followed soon after you. “There you go, princess, that’s a good boy,” he breathes out, petting your sweat-soaked hair, “Sorry if I got a little rough there, was just jealous, is all.” He says sheepishly, sucking and kissing down your neck.
“I think we could go another round though, don’t you?”











