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Went swimming again! 16 laps vs. 12 last time.
First pic is the one I specifically took to look good on social media. Second is the one I feel iffy about; at 224 lbs, this is the biggest I've ever been. But it will be nice to see some later pics of me getting smaller, and also I don't like blogs that only post "perfect" body shots anyway, so why would I do it?
Ft. Another swimsuit I love.
Swim day! Did 12 laps only because of hurty arms, plus stretching and hot tub. Fibromyalgia blows. On the better side, I've lost 5 pounds!
Went swimmin', but having a bad pain day with my fibromyalgia. All my joints are aching and I just wanna sleep. I did 2 laps and then floated like a sad fish for half an hour, then sat in the hot tub for half an hour. So not really a work out day. I am annoyed with my body.
Posting this here because even tho it's a fitspo blog, it's also my depression-fixing mindfulness-spo blog! I cleaned the food cabinet today and the counter! This is all the prep space we have in our super tiny kitchen and I couldn't stand the mess. Tossed out expired stuff that just accumulated in the top, boiled and combined 3 mysterious jars of honey, put away all food neatly, and found out we own lots of pasta. Still can't figure out how to put the door back on tho... Clean house clean mind!
Gym today! My weight is *still* around 196 lbs, annoyingly, but I think it's due to replacing fat with muscle now. My weight tolerance with several things is up - note the exclamation marks on new weights lol. My muffin top is smaller, my thighs are a bit less jiggly, my cardio endurance is longer, and my shape is toning a teeny bit. It's just a damn number anyway.
Did the gym today after a week of not. Last week I had a whole new hell of a period and refused to go. I am sore today.
Me today ft. A shirt that previously I had felt like a tub of lard in. Less overhang! My muffin top is deflating!!
I’m kind of embarrassed about posting this, but I’m also kind of proud. It’s not a huge change, but I can see it, and I can also feel it. I’m still about the same weight, but I can see the tone difference from yoga and from not eating so much crap. My belly feels less flabby, and I noticed my legs look skinnier. This is definite encouragement, even tho the lighting outlines ALL of my cellulite lol. Also I love when people do comparative pics.
