Jun 27, 2023
I'll see Portuguese, clock that it's Portuguese, yet still involuntarily attempt to read it like it's Spanish
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I'll see Portuguese, clock that it's Portuguese, yet still involuntarily attempt to read it like it's Spanish
just learned about @neil-gaiman's writing routine (first drafts in a journal with a fountain pen, set time between 1-6pm and just write without distractions, allowing oneself to do nothing) and I actually really want to try it out. I feel like it'd be good for me to force myself into literally putting pen to paper since many of my favorite short blurbs I've written were because I took my time to write them down instead of typing them up... looks like I'll be buying a new journal tomorrow!
"It fills me with so much fear yet so much relief reminding myself of his words. With this moment of reassurance, he has effectively cracked open my shelled veneer of brevity and now I feel more vulnerable than I ever planned or wanted to be. I'm trying not to feel guilty for giving him so much of myself. It's sad to say that I still don't fully trust him with my heart. It's also sad to say that now I know I'll miss it when it's over."
(a small excerpt from my journal entry today that had me screaming crying and throwing up as I wrote it all out)
what if... and hear me out... I minor in just teaching English instead of TESL... what would happen then...