my mental state is crumbling woooooo i love my ability to be mentally stable and normal and fine !!! :)
anyway should i pull a muki and make an alt blog for reposts and sillies because like i yap a lot and stuff?
oh right polls exist hold
DO I MAKE NEW REBLOG ACC LIKE MUKI
YES I LIKE ORGANIZATION
NO CHAOS FUNNIER
Voting ended onFeb 17, 2025
anyway ive been reading my college textbook on philosophy that my dad gave me and im trying to grind through the religion section (it's actually quite interesting, provides many arguments for and against religion by grabbing pieces from philosophical texts, such as Albert Camus' Myth of Sisyphus (which i had read prior because its silly and also like when i can understand it it goes crazy)). also a thing i do cuz im mentally ill sane and stable and normal is i collect quotes i like (could be from anywhere, i have a shit ton of elden ring quotes i used to starve myself and write them on my arms with pen it was great) but i found one from Fyodor Dostoevsky's Rebellion that was pretty cool other than the fact there was a quote a page earlier that made him sound like a pedo.
the quote i liked was “I would rather remain with my unavenged suffering and unsatisfied indignation, even if i were wrong,”(Dostoyevsky, Rebellion, pg 8) (tw if you click the link he talks about child harm and suicide) The quote that albeit funny was a little suspicious was "But, in the first place, children can be loved even at close quarters, even when they are dirty, even when they are ugly (I fancy, though, children never are ugly). The second reason why I won’t speak of grown-up people is that, besides being disgusting and unworthy of love..."(pg 4). idk if its like fully pedo shit but its defo creepy and poorly worded, also he spent a large portion of his life in prison for not liking the russian government. also it was written in the 1800s so like otto von bismarck (my bbg) was still running around uniting germany at this point.
anyway thanks to you who have sent me miku recs, this is gonna make you regret it lmao
made this bc i like good kid and i own miku and tell me you know is peak good kid song and so i might make a miku cover of it. one of the song lyrics was "i shaved my head and i grew out a beard" which would be funny for miku to say, and then i thought too much and this image formed in my brain so i had to make it real. its terrible. sorry to the people whose art i yoinked (bald head image from tsukuru_(seki_sabato) ). anyway its cursed and terrible and i put no effort into it and its really funny and i hate it, so here you go :)
