i am so tired of these dry ass conversations
of reaching out to no answer, or waiting for hours just to get the bleakest response of my fucking life
at least when i get a response in a timely manner the mf is still far to afraid to be themself toreveal any oppinion or emotion or add anything interesting to the conversation that they always just say the bare fucking minimum
"what music do you like" "rock but ill listen to anything" "what bands specifically" "oh blank blank and blank gotta be my top three" "oh and why do you like them" "dunno sound good i guess" grahhhghgh
i had sugery the other day and was laying in a hospital bed for days striking up converstaions about my surgery and i was getting the same boring ass questions (cuz thats the only time they ask is when somethings wrong) that i was just sitting there copying and pasting answer after answer like i had one conversation with twelve people gdfsfdgioujsdhdigfshidfgshuisfgdihu
sometimes they get a lil more interesting its like lets gossip about this person we both dont like because they're subjectively a mutual bad person and we can both agree that their things are bad so i still dont have to be vulnerable or myself or anything and i can hide behind this wall and hope that you like the person im not WELL GUESS WHAT I FUCKING DONT THE PERSON YOU'RE NOT IS SO ANNOYING AND BORING TO TALK TO PLEASE SAY SOMETHING INTERESTING OR TELL A STORY OR DO SOME RESEARCH INTO SOME NICHE TOPIC AND LORE DUMP ON MY WHAT ARE YOUR INTERESTS WHY DO YOU LIKE THEM TELL ME MORRRRREEEE AHNRIDSFHGISDFHNGIDNFWIGHNIDFN
i understand that my ever growing thirst for knowledge can at times make me a creep or nosey or whatever bad adjective you want to assign to me. i get it that maybe you dont trust me off the bat with your deepest darkest secret or whatever. but being so afraid to even have a personality makes it so hard to even remember you exist.
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