Are my memories about Klavier the real ones, or am I projecting through my emotions? Did we ever acknowledge liking each other - Well, did he ever like me, or know I liked him would be the better way to put it, right? Is the Klavier I know..ever going to accept me as an Apollo? (Feel free to skip over or not answer any one of these, my intent is not to overwhelm, but to give options. While I want to know all of these, I don't need all the answers at once, if that makes sense.)
Hi there! I asked the sticks these questions for you.
Are my memories about Klavier the real ones?
I drew #26. Your verse is: “Rumor spreads among the court attendants. From heaven come special message. Offering rank and honor to your name. Alas! Totally, untrue and groundless it proves to be.”
Looks like, no, these aren’t real. They’re probably just wishful thinking.
am I projecting through my emotions?
I drew #24. Your verse is: “Your home is broken up by disputes without a cause. Like withered blossoms drifting on a bottomless ocean. Grace will hardly aid an idiot or a fool. A heap of troubles is all the remains.”
It’s possible you might be, but probably because you’re lonely, or wishing for things that might have been.
Did we ever acknowledge liking each other - Well, did he ever like me, or know I liked him?
I drew #7. Your verse is: “Your way ahead is blocked and barred. The streams are bearing earth and clay. If you explore in foreign places, you’ll find no work, no home to rest.”
It doesn’t look like you did. Chances are there may have been some communication blocks, or you were too caught up in your own affairs to acknowledge it.
Is the Klavier I know ever going to accept me as an Apollo?
I drew #48. Your verse is: “A partridge is changes into a roc in autumn. Such freedom is granted to no other bird. Higher and higher it soars in the sky. Miles of clouds he passes in his flight.”
This one looks like a “yes!” It might take some time, but it looks like acceptance is in your future.