when I'm in my lowest point I result into breaking down. I will not speak. I will not ignore you. I will look away, but it doesn't mean, I'm avoiding you. It doesn't mean I hate you. It doesn't mean to leave me alone. I just need you to stay. I'd prefer to be hug, but at the same time I don't because I will end up breaking down harder. I hate it when I'm in that stage of break down and someone ask me if I'm okay when obviously, I'm not. Truthfully, I feel even worse when someone asked me that. So, if you ever happen see me breaking down, don't ask me what's wrong. I'm just going to say it's nothing. And I won't speak a word. I won't ignore you. I need you to be there and talk to me. Talk about your day, talk about the food you had for breakfast, talk about school. I don't care. I will not speak but I will listen. I'm not ignoring you. I'm listening. I just want to listen to a voice other that mine. Therefor, instead of asking what's wrong or are you okay, It's best if you just be beside me and just be there. Just be there because that's all I ask for.