#dpchats

[pockylover999]

Reasons why I need ya'll on my snap chat

When you make a really funny personal and I'm like "omg dying" but I don't know if I should reblog it because it's about you/someone else so I just send you a pic with "reblogable?" on it.

We can chit chat in school and I'll be all "dis bitch be sleepin in class"

We can high five each other

We can zing people and no one but the snapchat staff with know.

They'll probably laugh with us.

All evidence of our conversations will be destroyed.

You'll know whenever I'm making cookies.

[pockylover999]

It really depresses me...

It really depresses me that my life will never be as interesting as the stories I read, shows I watch, and games I play. I'll never be able to fight the things that challenge me because the things that challenge me can not be fought. 

It really depresses me that there are other worlds, other species, and other universes that I'll never get to experience. I can't go on an adventure because life makes me tired and adventures cost more that my own worth.

It really depresses me that I'll never be able to fall in love like one of those dating sim games because I'm too big of a narcissist and people get bored after a while with me.

I really depresses me that the closest I can ever get to these experiences that I so desperately need in my life is through books, shows, and games.

It really depresses me that my life will never be anything like these experiences because these experiences have plot, structure, and meaning which I something I don't have. 

It really depresses me that I'm never going to be important.

It really depresses me that I'm never going to be interesting.

I'm really depressed that I got put here and I have to just live with it by living.

It really depresses me to the point where I'm almost willing to do anything to get these experiences.

[pockylover999]

Trying to get all of my online work up to April done:

Creative Writing: 27 assignments (6 to no longer be behind on the class)

Career Internships: 9 assignments

World History: 12 assignments

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I feel really bad for asking you guys but could you pretty pretty pretty please help me?

You can't really do much for my Career Internships and World History class but could I possible get some help for my Creative Writing class? I just need the stupid daily fucking prompts and what not done. Those are the biggest time wasters for me and keep me away from getting to the big projects. 

Please please please message me if you'd be willing to help me (off anon would be nice to :) )

[pockylover999]

I'm just really tired. I'm tired and I can't go to sleep until I know the kids are asleep. Last night, they got back up after I went to sleep and were reading in the living room apparently. I'm just tired. There are 4 kids man. 4 from 3rd grade to 8th grade and I wish they could take responsibility for things like their homework and chores.

And then they had a freaking birthday party to go to which is all fine because I love that kid but uhhhg. Getting them to leave took forever and they're still not in bed. I still have a lot of homework to do and it's already almost 9.

I'm just so tired. I don't even feel real right now

[pockylover999]

When I was little, I was always curious about why the fuck there was this giant ass mirror in front of the check out line. So one day while I was waiting for my mom to check out, I went over to the mirror and started to make faces at it. I even flipped the mirror off. And if you know anything about two way mirrors, if you're looking hard enough you can kind of see like...a foot past it. Anyway, so I was being a little brat and someone put their hand against the mirror from the other side and I cried and wet my pants.

I literally don't like mirrors in stores anymore because of this.

[pockylover999]

Things Emma Needs To Do:

-Finish a power point about Maria Montessori

-Finalize her drama short play write plot

-Come up with 5 short plots for her dromedy short play

-Do like...3 things for creative writing

-Do like...3 things for world history

-Finish resource guide

-Finish Book Reviews

-Finish Activities Plans

Things Emma Doesn't Have:

-Motivation

-Interest

Things Emma Needs:

Someone to talk with her while she does this things. Possibly roleplay.

[pockylover999]

Super sad.

I wanted to go to zumba tonight but instead I'm stuck babysitting 4 children. One of which, has some sort of ADHD going on and trying to get him to do his homework is infuriating.

On top of that, one of my preschoolers today had an mental breakdown and oh my god that gave me a headache. 

Someone talk to me. Now. Do it.

[pockylover999]

So, I'm just having a convo with Edgar Poe along with some other people. And I said this:

SHUT UP YOU PURPLE PERSON WHO I DON'T KNOW!

And fucking Poe. FUCKING POE edited it to say:

"SHUT UP YOU BLACK PERSON WHO I DON'T KNOW!"

I'm so fucking done.

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