#dr3amluna

[dr3amluna]

About to workout 😌

[dr3amluna]

This is the song I'm into today 😄♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤🌘

[dr3amluna]

Looking back to an old me makes me smile. Hey you, I know you would love who you become;happy. (Weight loss still going, at a steady pace. I have a month and I am not giving up.)

[dr3amluna]

Back at it had my lovely child and he has made everything so much better by❤️Life has been so much better and I already lost 8 lbs. I have been in a more positive vibe and my relationship has been flourishing also 💞.

Start weight 212

Current weight 204

1st goal weight 188

Currently lost: 8lbs

[dr3amluna]

I'm not ok

So here I am in another state of mind. It's a tangled web full of knots with no exit. I've tried to get out the more I tried the more it seemed to loosen but then I grabbed the wrong line. It cursed me to another coil of webs. I'm here again it's like the 8th time. Yes the 8th God damn time! My heart sinks again into that oh so familiar desperation. This is not living why can't we go on. It's always something. I see it weighing me down and I'm trapped. There is no one coming. There is no prince coming in his white horse to rescue this damsel in distress. I try to untangle and it looks like I have only two options. The fact that I must suffer all my life is not an option I will not bargain with a spider and let it suck me little by little! I shall choose the other, the hard one the one with many traps and lies but it's the one with freedom. I choose freedom so I will try again but before that I will cry. I will let those years and screams out so I can fight again.

[dr3amluna]

I love my Darkenvirtue🥰♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤🌘

[gothmusiclatinamerica]

dr3amluna replied to your post “Why aren’t there any big goth festivals in California? California has...”

That is so true, it's surprising. Germany has some badass goth festivals why not California?

Yep. It is honestly a dream of mine to start one, but I don’t have the funds or connections at this point in my life. The fact that there isn’t one already is really quite surprising, though. We have other goth/dark subculture events and even other music festivals; a goth music festival seems like an obvious thing.

[dr3amluna]

Oh love hurts

Your kiss is venom

You turn the cold night into fire my love

Oh dark loves

Inmense is my addiction

You tear me apart

But I can't stop the passion rises

Your hands are art

You break my heart love

So toxic to me

My beloved my dear count Darkenvirtue

I am yours my beloved your Dr3am Luna

The one you want

The drug you crave

I'm sanity yo your affliction

But love you hurt

I need you

I love you

You hurt me

I hate you but I love you more