#drdp cw

[bnhaes]

✖ bitter agender shigaraki kin aes for anon ✖

[rockafirevevo]

types of dissociation

total 100% blankness

the resulting “how did i get here and what am i doing. why is this” when i regain consciousness after type 1

either the world is real or i am real, pick one

*stares at wall* hey this is a cool movie

i am very very aware of my body, and if i cease to be so, it will just deform and sink into the earth like a bad video game physics engine

why cant i feel my soul?

i think my brain was replaced with steel wool

[undertalekinfessions]

i think i had a "player". my actions didnt feel like mine. im scared. thoughts come into my head. i swear, i dont want to hurt my family. please, please dont do this. i dont want this. im scared - frisk

[aromanticgcallen]

adjusting back to being on meds after finally getting a prescription refilled tfw you go from nothing to 100mg of strattera in one afternoon and no longer feel Real

[undertalekinfessions]

i only have one memory, and it's only a couple seconds of dancing with papyrus, but i'm pretty much always dissociating so it makes sense that i don't have more memories. it'd just be nice - a wistful sans who wants to remember their bro more (and would love to hear other sans's mems)

[undertalekinfessions]

Everything I think feels fake. Even memories from earlier today seem more like mirages. Im having a hard time finding out memeories from my canon, but I know this: I miss Asriel and Frisk. Really, really bad. -Chara the Kid

[aromanticgcallen]

drdp cw below the cut

hey folks if anybody is able at the moment and can confirm for me that i’m Real and Do Exist and have Done Things that Exist and are Real Things, i would. appreciate that.

[aromanticgcallen]

Dissociation,