#drowining

[heartofmuse]

One time I almost drowned in the ocean after being stung by a medusa. I remember the blinding pain, the desperation and the helplessness, the lack of oxygen burning my lungs to cinders, the pounding of my heart like a runaway train in my chest, the fear and dread of what is coming next. When I tell you that I am drowning , I kid you not for I know what it feels like, and it feels exactly like that.

- e.v.e. (When storms rock my heart)

[rebalanced]

Bottomless

Ocean, lake, pond, all of it a body of water in my eyes. None of it matters. 

The water is calming. Yet, I feel a desire to dive in, uncaring of what happens.  

Uncaring of the arctic temperatures. 

I jump in. Falling, surrounded by nothing and a pressure that pushes. 

Further and further, falling as the body stiffens. Darkness closing in. 

Is it too late to turn back? 

It is said that to find happiness, one must follow their heart. But what is the heart? Will I find it further down or was it something lost along the way down? 

One wishes to go back, the other wishes to sink. Opposing sides, like Gemini, I am unable to see. 

Descending further and further, what was it that I lost along the way? 

Unable to think or feel, my eyes close. 

Is this what it means to live? Can the heart be found at the bottom? 

[wynn-ing-at-art]

Inktober day 4: Underwater

[yourestuckinmypain]

i hate last year of uni

you have to do 84901224892 assignments as well as figuring out your future while also looking for a part time job while as trying to keep up a social life and exercise?! 

[enchanteduntouchable-blog]

I think i’m finally clean

[prince-mar-mar]

Rhododendron For the ask thingy

Rhododendron: What’s the scariest dream you’ve ever had?

I have had a lot of nightmares before. I don’t tend to remember them, I used to when I would write them down but I do remember having a dream where my youngest brother was small child and was drowned by bad people in front of me… :/

floral asks

[videodrome-ud]

Mick Jenkins - Drowning ft. BADBADNOTGOOD

[clickholeofficial]

Every Time You Jump Into The Deep End To Save My Drowning Daughter You’re Actively Criticizing My Parenting

As a mother, there’s nothing that bothers me more than when others judge me for how I choose to raise my own child. Each parent has their own methods, so I’m right to get angry when people tell me how they think I can do a better job. Let me be clear: Every time you jump into the deep end to save my drowning daughter you’re actively criticizing my parenting, and you have no right to do that.

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