Oct 21, 2020
3:07 am
I think that’s what the clock says
I can’t really tell
Through the double vision
I’m trying to review how I got here
But I’m too high to think
Too stressed to sleep
Too tired to waste the night away
I wouldn’t want to anyway
Staying up was never my thing
Any time I was faced with a problem
I slept
And hoped that a solution would be present when I woke
That typically didn’t happen
But at least when I’m asleep I don’t worry about the problem
But now I’ve found a different coping mechanism
And the two don’t exactly go hand in hand
So now I’m awake
When I normally wouldn’t be
Wondering
What series of bad decisions did I make
To end up here
High
Stressed
Tired
