frustration
i never expected to have a dream that mutates so much
i'm on the edge of an infinity of nightmares, looking over, & i do not like what i see

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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Kaledo Art
Mike Driver
trying on a metaphor
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oozey mess
we're not kids anymore.

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Love Begins
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if i look back, i am lost
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frustration
i never expected to have a dream that mutates so much
i'm on the edge of an infinity of nightmares, looking over, & i do not like what i see
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Cats from The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
16:29 | "ugly people can be happy too, we just show it differently. . . i'm just a 5! it's okay to be mid."
tysm for your service young geoffrey
Sprint
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The Will o' the Wisp and the Snake by Hermann Hendrich (1854–1931)
gotta tell a coworker to not call me a "sexy transmasc" soon, so that's gonna be super fucking cool
Zachary Gillan I have been thinking, for obvious reasons, about living in a world of reactionary politics, and about the political valences
In the Middle of the Night (2019) by Charlie Jane Anders
"It's how they keep everybody in line", said Alyssa. "Everybody's so busy trying to get enough of all the different kinds of money, nobody has time to stop and think" (p. 46). --- "Just as my own wailing gets too loud for me to bear, and I can't endure this body, and I feel like I'm going to leave a hundred pieces of myself in this tub, another thought comes, that almost drives out all the others: I was a crocodile, running across the tundra with all of my friends" (p. 36).
Melancholy
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To be clear — a large, National Institute of Health funded study was conducted to determine whether Tylenol use contributed to autism. The study found "[Tylenol] use during pregnancy was not associated with children’s risk of autism..." (Study Link).
in one fell swoop, RFK Jr. proves himself to be not only against people with autism but also pregnant people. one of the scientists interviewed by PBS Newshour confirms that AI was almost certainly used (and not well) instead of actual experts to spin a desired narrative. this is not how science works.
secrets will devour you
"If you could go back, who would you want to meet?"
A Regressive Vision of Women's Happiness—Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi - Read Japanese Literature
i've been reading the Before the Coffee Gets Cold series for about a month now (on Book 3, has been taking me a while because of moving, library delays, and a generally slow reading pace). i really love the premise; time travel as a device usually annoys the shit out of me, but not this time (perhaps due to it being more magical realism than sci-fi/fantasy).
however, i still found myself making excuses for the author, especially about why there are almost no gay characters until Book 5 (i cheated and skipped ahead for the one story). i reminded myself that Japan still has a closeted culture of "don't ask, don't tell" and that the author was just being true to the current situation. but then a blog post helped me think a bit more critically about how the author is not pushing any buttons when it comes to feminism and challenging traditional gender norms, especially around women literally sacrificing their lives for their families. i might keep pressing on, or i might stop while i'm ahead. (too many books, not enough time.)
also per a friend, putting cats on the covers of these books as a marketing ploy when there are no cats in the actual stories "should be illegal" 😹
started a new medication for chronic pain recently that's also used off-label for anxiety (Lyrica, aka pregabalin). it has been so much easier to: (a) talk to people (b) not obsessively worry about everything (c) not be debilitatingly depressed about my recently deceased cat & state of the world, and (d) pain has been noticeably better. i was sad to learn that the same drug did not work out for a friend of mine (it made them dangerously dizzy & they had to stop after two days). so yeah, drugs are definitely great when they're the right ones.
the first sentences of some recent favorites
The Rules and Regulations for Mediating Myths and Magic (2017): "Bridger gripped the slick metal of the drainpipe and imagined the headline for the following day: Teenager Falls to His Death Attempting to Apply for a Job."
Monster of the Week (2019 sequel to The Rules): "Unicorn poop."
Where the Woods End (2018) by Charlotte Salter: "The endless forest was as dark as the back of a wolf's throat, and it was filled with countless horrors."
A Procession For The Wayfinder