A NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD
It started quiet, a twinkle in my head like a quiet chord At started soft, a whisper of something more
Everyday quietly, it spoke of magic and miracles Everyday softly, it promised new things money and cure alls
I tried to ignore it, and close off my mind to the temptation it brung I tried to stop it, with every known cure but still on it rung.
Everyday quietly It spoke and every day softly, It promised
One day I listened, i hoped It would leave if it simply said Its' piece One day I learned, of Its' corruption and that set My mind at ease
I was not evil, and I was smart i would not subscum to It I was so proud, of my self-control as I shoved It deep into a pit
But still It came, and in the night interrupted my sleep But still louder It called, all day it talked so I kept shoving It deep.
Everyday genty It spoke and every day quietly, It promised
The month after it started, I listened for real because I was to tired to resist The month after it started, i finally slept as on and on It started to list
It was intelligent, and knew many things like who the next president will be It was magical, and taught me how to curse and truly see
“The best way to harm, is not direct attack but to sneak around” “The best way to summon, is through blood candles and sound.”
Everyday It spoke and every day gently It promised
Yet still, I tried to drown It out by screaming out loud Yet still, It rambled on it would till i listen It vowed
I started to drug, myself deep into a stupor i started to twitch, almost driving off the road in my mini cooper
My life moved, entirely down the proverbial drain my life was, always constantly being drown in pain
Everyday louder It spoke and every day It promised
One day those, white coats showed up One day, they told me i have a half empty cup?
They took me, into a van and gave me a jacket They took us, to their lab while mother signed a packet
Pinching and pushing, they probed my mind Poking and prodding, they began to find
Everyday cajoling It spoke and every day louder, It promised
They asked me, strange questions about people and puppies They asked It, some questions about bloodbaths and moneys
We were put, into a plush padded cell I was put into, Its' very special own hell
It asked me, for candles and hair It asked them, for freedom and fresh air
Everyday boldly It spoke and every day cajoling It promised
i was lonely, in my tiny padded room I was lonely, and that was My mind's Doom
It promised, to set me free if I only listened It promised, many dreams so newly I was christened
The next day, the guard that marched on by The next man, with food had to die
Everyday proudly It spoke and every day boldly, It promised
We escaped, and rushed out into the air and night We almost escaped, but the guards had light
They caught us, by the frontgate They caught Me, and It told me this was fate
It needed to know, how strong their forces are It needed to know, but my faith did it mar
Everyday bullyingly It spoke and every day proudly, it promised
I started again, to be scared of It I started again, to question the motives of It
They said, they could help with some treatment they said, I simply needed some ointment
But It pulsed on, louder prouder and bolder now But it beat me, to submission with all Its' know how
Everyday stronger It spoke and every day bullingly, It promised
After We attacked, My visiting loving family After We hurt her, My love did It truly scare me
Again, I started to fill the air with my screams Again, I blocked it out in all but my dreams
I needed somehow, to get better for All my friends I needed, to do something before It could tie loose ends
Everyday loudly It spoke and every day stronger, It promised
One day suddenly, I woke in a new place One day, I woke to blood on my face
It covered everything, my hands my hair It soaked, into all every single layer
I cried because, this wasn't Me it wasn't my choice I cried till, i was hoarse and without a voice
Everyday jokingly It spoke and every day loudly, It promised
I called the police, to please come help me I called those, whites coats to come save me
they tried to save me, but it was too strong They tried, but in the end were still very wrong
After some time, we were sent home "cured" After more time, the first death was mirrored
Everyday crazily It spoke and every day jokingly, It promised
Finally, they realized we couldn't be saved Finally, I could let my head be shaved
We were, strapped down with a strong silver cable We were tied up, and drugged on an operating table
In the end, they knew we were dangerous but wanted to set me free In the end, they saved others by lobotomizing Me
No longer, could it speak No longer, would it promise
