It started quiet, a twinkle in my head
like a quiet chord
At started soft, a whisper
of something more
Everyday quietly, it spoke
of magic and miracles
Everyday softly, it promised new things
money and cure alls
I tried to ignore it, and close off my mind
to the temptation it brung
I tried to stop it, with every known cure
but still on it rung.
Everyday quietly It spoke
and every day softly, It promised
One day I listened, i hoped It would leave
if it simply said Its' piece
One day I learned, of Its' corruption
and that set My mind at ease
I was not evil, and I was smart
i would not subscum to It
I was so proud, of my self-control
as I shoved It deep into a pit
But still It came, and in the night
interrupted my sleep
But still louder It called, all day it talked
so I kept shoving It deep.
Everyday genty It spoke
and every day quietly, It promised
The month after it started, I listened for real
because I was to tired to resist
The month after it started, i finally slept
as on and on It started to list
It was intelligent, and knew many things
like who the next president will be
It was magical, and taught me
how to curse and truly see
“The best way to harm, is not direct attack
but to sneak around”
“The best way to summon, is through blood
candles and sound.”
Everyday It spoke
and every day gently It promised
Yet still, I tried to drown It out
by screaming out loud
Yet still, It rambled on
it would till i listen It vowed
I started to drug, myself deep
into a stupor
i started to twitch, almost driving off
the road in my mini cooper
My life moved, entirely down
the proverbial drain
my life was, always constantly
being drown in pain
Everyday louder It spoke
and every day It promised
One day those, white coats
showed up
One day, they told me
i have a half empty cup?
They took me, into a van
and gave me a jacket
They took us, to their lab
while mother signed a packet
Pinching and pushing, they probed
my mind
Poking and prodding, they began
to find
Everyday cajoling It spoke
and every day louder, It promised
They asked me, strange questions
about people and puppies
They asked It, some questions
about bloodbaths and moneys
We were put, into a plush
padded cell
I was put into, Its' very special
own hell
It asked me, for candles
and hair
It asked them, for freedom
and fresh air
Everyday boldly It spoke
and every day cajoling It promised
i was lonely, in my tiny
padded room
I was lonely, and that was
My mind's Doom
It promised, to set me free
if I only listened
It promised, many dreams
so newly I was christened
The next day, the guard
that marched on by
The next man, with food
had to die
Everyday proudly It spoke
and every day boldly, It promised
We escaped, and rushed out
into the air and night
We almost escaped, but the guards
had light
They caught us, by the
frontgate
They caught Me, and It told me
this was fate
It needed to know, how strong
their forces are
It needed to know, but my faith
did it mar
Everyday bullyingly It spoke
and every day proudly, it promised
I started again, to be scared
of It
I started again, to question
the motives of It
They said, they could help
with some treatment
they said, I simply
needed some ointment
But It pulsed on, louder prouder
and bolder now
But it beat me, to submission
with all Its' know how
Everyday stronger It spoke
and every day bullingly, It promised
After We attacked, My visiting
loving family
After We hurt her, My love
did It truly scare me
Again, I started to fill the air
with my screams
Again, I blocked it out
in all but my dreams
I needed somehow, to get better
for All my friends
I needed, to do something
before It could tie loose ends
Everyday loudly It spoke
and every day stronger, It promised
One day suddenly, I woke
in a new place
One day, I woke
to blood on my face
It covered everything, my hands
my hair
It soaked, into all
every single layer
I cried because, this wasn't Me
it wasn't my choice
I cried till, i was hoarse
and without a voice
Everyday jokingly It spoke
and every day loudly, It promised
I called the police, to please
come help me
I called those, whites coats
to come save me
they tried to save me, but
it was too strong
They tried, but in the end
were still very wrong
After some time, we were sent home
"cured"
After more time, the first death
was mirrored
Everyday crazily It spoke
and every day jokingly, It promised
Finally, they realized
we couldn't be saved
Finally, I could let my head
be shaved
We were, strapped down
with a strong silver cable
We were tied up, and drugged
on an operating table
In the end, they knew we were dangerous
but wanted to set me free
In the end, they saved others
by lobotomizing Me
No longer, could it speak
No longer, would it promise
