#duforts

[nicholaslancaster]

✉, ✆

✉: for a normal text

[text] you are incredible

[text] and it kinda pisses me off that I lack the vocabulary to describe you

[text] but then I think; damn, she is so perfect she litteraly leaves you speechless and truth is, baby girl, there are no words to describe you not that I lack the ability to

✆: for a late night text

[text] I’ve gone a few days without you and I have completely lost my mind

[text] and trust me, baby, I do need you; maybe a bit more than I let on

[text] you keep me calm. you do so much for me that you don’t even know

[nicholaslancaster]

★

Send me a ★ and I’ll bold what applies to your muse

I like you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you / I would shoot you / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally  / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me/ You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you / I’d have a relationship with you / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me  / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else

[nicholas-lancaster-blog]

drunk, happy, sad, mad 🐌

Send ‘drunk’ to receive a drunk text from my muse

[text] the first time I saw you  you were, it was a Friday I rthink and you were wearing a flowery summer dress with your hair down

[text] and baby, I can TELL you it was love at first sight

[text] I rememver I was thinking that upu looked sooooo beautiful, and I mjust have told Henry too...not sure...but i also remenver I didn’t wsant anyone else liking you the way I did 

[text] and just...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!! you are THE BEST THING that has ever happened to me. BY FAR!! THE BESTEST!!!!!

[text] and I will die if I ever lose you. know this. I ADORE YOU!!!

Send ‘happy’ to receive a happy/excited text from my muse

[text] guess who is going to be Honor Man of the class??

[text] you may or may not know him

[text] and you may or may not be able to see him and get a photo with him (or a trillion) at the Class Graduation (and also see him receiving his trident!!)

Send ‘sad’ to receive a sad/down text from my muse

[text] am I, ever, doing anything that I don’t fuck up? seriously

[text] I feel immensely talented at being a failure sometimes…

Send ‘mad’ to receive a mad/angry text from my muse

[text] I swear, if it wasn’t for you, baby, this sick freak would be freaking G O N E by now!

[text] and tonight I could just feel how good it would be to just wipe him out of existence!!!

[nicholas-lancaster-blog]

♬

Send ♬ to learn a song that my muse knows all the words to

Your Majesty by Zac Brown Band

[nicholas-lancaster-blog]

♩ , ♯, ♭, ♫, ♪

Send ♩  to learn the very last song my muse listened to

Losing Sleep by Chris Young

Send ♯  to learn what types of genre my muse prefers to listen to

mostly country, but he also listens to rock and alternative rock music, indie folk and folk rock at times

Send ♭  to learn a song that my muse absolutely can’t stand

it’s multiple rap songs, and especially those ones that make no sense but have a lot of hype going about them

Send ♫ to learn a song that my muse plays on repeat a lot

Real Thing by Zac Brown Band

Send ♪  to learn my muses go to break up/down in out song

How Not To by Dan + Shay

[nicholaslancaster]

lust, greed

lust: something that I find attractive

—except from his girl? there is a list of things he finds attractive that Lis has them all; like a good sense of humor, being able to hold a banter without having to result to bitter and inappropriate comments, delicate manners. he finds attractive the way Lis narrows her eyes at him when he teases her or when she is mock mad at him. how her face looks when she concentrates on something. the way her lips curl into a smile when she sees something that she likes. he finds attractive the way his girl gets excited over small things, like cute little plants and scented candles.

greed: something I can’t get enough of

—time with his lady. due to his profession he is bound to be away from home many months of the year, hence the reason why he does his best to spend as much time as it is possible with Lis.

[nicholaslancaster]

envy, wrath

envy: something I wish I was better at

—keeping his mouth shut. sometimes it is better to stay silent than pick up an argument, however, being as he is he finds It especially hard to keep his mouth shut and let things be. if he feels that something is wrong he will speak; it often involves a more than generous amount of immense swearing, irony and sarcasm.

wrath: something that gets me angry

—incompetence. stupidity. not owning up to ones mistakes. Leon. he is not very easily angered, but when it comes to work he wants everything running smoothly and god save the one who will not be prepared and mess up, delay the team and cause problems.

[nicholaslancaster]

pride and sloth

pride: something that I like about myself

—the fact that he doesn’t panic under high pressure situations and can think clearly, put out a plan and execute perfectly. Doesn’t matter if it is in the middle of a fight break out where bullets fly everywhere or in his living room, contacting a plan for a problem. He doesn’t panic and doesn’t lose it where most people would find themselves in despair.

sloth: something that I dislike about myself

—he is not too fond of the fact that he is very closed off. if there is a problem he is faced with, he will deal with it alone and won’t talk about it unless he is forced to. he keeps everything to himself and always has up a front, seeming fine even when everything could be falling apart in his life. however, truth is that he has started working on that when it comes to Lis, trusting her with matters he would otherwise keep to himself.