#dwrowning

[celeritious]

so many people love you, you just can't see it. please don't hate yourself. you are needed. you are needed. you are needed and important and loved and cared for and missed and valued and the world wouldn't be the same without you, there'd be one star less in the sky and the sunlight would be just a bit dimmer; so please don't harm yourself and just hold on. it will get better; if it can't get worse, it can only get better. believe in yourself. you can get past this, and i love you.

thank you thank you thank you, i really don't know how to reply but thank you so much, i love you so much and i really hope you have an amazing day xx

[aguamens]

92 questions tag

rules: when you get tagged, you have to write a note with 92 truths about yourself. after that, you’re supposed to tag 25 people. you also got to tag the person who tagged you. thank you Alex and Nicole for tagging me, you’re both sweethearts c: 1. last beverage: Water, oh look how exciting I am 2. last phone call: My mom or my dad 3. last text message: I talked to my best friend about the nutcracker show today  4. last song you listened to: Implicit Demand For Proof by Twenty One Pilots  5. last time i cried: I don’t remember the last time I genuinely cried. I cry all the time tbh

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: I have never dated anyone 7. been cheated on: Again, never dated anyone 8. kissed anyone and regretted it: Hell no I didn’t regret it :D 9. lost someone special: Kind of 10. been depressed: Sad, but not depressed 11. been drunk and threw up: Yep, I know it’s disgusting list three favorite colors: 

12-14. three favourite colors: Red, Green and Black

in the last year, have you:

15. made a new friend: Not just one yay c: (shoutout to Eighty) 16. fallen out of love: What is that even supposed to mean 17. laughed until you cried: All the time 18. met someone who changed you?: I suppose? 19. found out who your true friends are: I’ve always known that 20. found out someone was talking about you: No one talks about me 21. kissed anyone on your fb list: Nope

general:

22. how many people you know irl on your fb list: Apart from like 3 tumblr people all of them 23. do you have any pets: A fat old cat named Hannes  24. do you want to change your name: Nah, I’m fine with Melissa and my two other names 25. what did you do for your last birthday party: That was like 6 years ago, I don’t remember 26. what time did you wake up today: 11:30 ish? 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching some YouTube videos and listening to music 28. name something you cannot wait for: The Ed Sheeran concert in 17 days (ahhhhhhhhhhh only 17 days!!!!)

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30. last time you saw your mother: Probably 10 minutes ago 31. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wouldn’t change anything about my life itself. Just my attitude towards it. 32. what are you listening to: Nothing at the moment. Birds and cars outside. 33. have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes, I have.  34. what’s getting on your nerves right now: This wonderful piece of school paper called Seminararbeit 35. most visited webpage: Probably Facebook just to check 36. blood type: I don’t have a clue, sorry 37. nickname: Melli, Milli and Mel. I don’t accept nicknames to my other names *looking at Vroni reproachfully*  38. relationship status: Single pringle 39. zodiac sign: Taurus 40. prononouns: she/her 41. elementary: It was strange, everyone liked me and I was sort of an angel. Shy as fuck, though. 42. highschool: I try not to be too rude and I have a goddamned resting bitch face so everyone thinks I constantly want to murder the whole school. I get along with everyone and have a nice group of friends. 44. hair colour: Dark brown with some reddish streaks in but you only see that when the sun’s shining 45. long or short: Kinda short. My hair reaches my shoulders. 46. height: 1,70m, I think that’s a good height. I wouldn’t mind 1 or 2 cm more but it’s fine c: 47. do you have a crush on someone: I don’t think so ok I’m boring 48. what do you like about yourself: I like my eyecolour and my boobs but only when I’m wearing a nice top, also my hair’s alright I guess. And I can play this weird ass instrument called Zither yay 49. tattoos: nah 50. right-handed or left-handed: Right handed 51. first surgery: I have never had surgery 52. first piercing: My ears 53. first best friend: Steffi, a girl from my village and I miss her 54. first sport you joined: ballet, I wish I hadn’t stopped taking lessons 55. first vacation: Greece, definitely but I don’t remember where, I was like 3 56. first pair of trainers: How am I supposed to know that?

right now:

58. eating: Nope 60. drinking: Nope 61. i’m about to watch: A performance of Nutcracker at the Landestheater Salzburg 62. listening to: Nothing 63. waiting for: This hour to pass 64. want kids: Yes 65. get married: Hopefully one day 66. career: I don’t know ok I know I should know this by now

which is better:

67. lips or eyes: Both really, depends what you wanna do with it 68. hugs or kisses: Both, again 69. shorter or taller: Am I shorter or taller? Do I prefer others shorter or taller? Specify your questions, son 70. older or younger: *sigh* 71.romantic or spontaneous: Both, don’t make me choose between basic things 72. nice stomach or nice arms: I have neither, god damn it 73. sensitive or loud: Sensitive 74. hook-up or relationship: Depends on the fricking situation

have you ever:

76. kissed a stranger: Well we talked for like 5 minutes 77. drank hard liquor: Yep (oohhhh bad) 78. lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t need either 79. sex on first date: Nah 80. broken someone’s heart: In like 6th grade or something 81. had heart broken: Nope 82. been arrested: No who do you think I am 83. turned someone down: Yassss 84. cried when someone died: Yep 85. fallen for a friend: Well I guess we were friends 

do you believe in:

86. yourself: Sorta 87. miracles: Nah 88. love at first sight: Sorta 89. heaven: Nope 90. santa claus: I never believed in him (or the German Christkind)

things i hate

91. food: Same as you, Alex, Seafood! 92. trends: These horrible fake ass rubber phone cases. They’re not cute they’re basically trash I don’t know 25 peeps so Imma just tag a few of my friaaands (or people I wanna be friends with):  - swift-queen  - runninbright - arunnai - incantu - airse  - virctis - intemporaly - ingravidio

[phluorescence]

dwrowning said: i feel ya girl #ibproblems

I'M LITERALLY MISSING ONE AND A HALF MINUTES AND IVE EXHAUSTED EVERY SINGLE ASPECT OF MY SCENE

[purple-turtle-cuddle-time]

rules: when you get tagged, you have to write a note with 92 truths about yourself. after that, you’re supposed to tag 25 people. you also got to tag the person who tagged you.

i was tagged by: dwrowning

1. last beverage: coke 2. last phone call: mom 3. last text message: to my best friend 4. last song you listened to: god idk I guess what time is it from high school musical cause we're doing a dance to that^^ 5. last time i cried: nearly today, but I think last week?

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: haha no 7. been cheated on: nop 8. kissed anyone and regretted it: nah 9. lost someone special: yup 10. been depressed: yo 11. been drunk and threw up: no when it comes to drinking I am pretty good at keeping everything down

list three favorite colors: 

12-14. three favourite colours: pink, blue and lavender

in the last year, have you:

15. made a new friend: yup definitely 16. fallen out of love: I don't think having a crush falls in that category so no? 17. laughed until you cried: yup, good times :) 18. met someone who changed you?: kinda maybe? 19. found out who your true friends are: yup, very weird experience 20. found out someone was talking about you: yep 21. kissed anyone on your fb list: haha, no...

general:

22. how many people you know irl on your fb list: almost everyone 23. do you have any pets: no :( 24. do you want to change your name: I don't think so... I would like people remembering it though, but other than that Katja is pretty cool  25. what did you do for your last birthday party: it wasn't really a party we just went out and got drunk :D 26. what time did you wake up today: 6:00 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching youtube 28. name something you cannot wait for: school to be over and done with

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30. last time you saw your mother: literally 5 minutes ago 31. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: it not being so stressful and more relaxed 32. what are you listening to: rn nothing 33. have you ever talked to a person named tom: nope 34. what’s getting on your nerves right now: school

36. blood type: 0+

37. nickname: kat, kati, my mom sometimes calls me katinka,...yeah

38. relationship status: single and getting v tired of it (I second that alex ;)) 39. zodiac sign: cancer :) 40. prononouns: she/her 41. elementary: I was a really good student I think, but I got a C on a religion test once because I couldn't recite the ave maria :D 42. highschool: horrible, I'm getting a panic attack just from hearing the word school and I wish I was kidding rn 44. hair colour: blonde and apparently "too pretty to colour it" (yes mom I'm looking at you -.-) 45. long or short: long, reaching mid-back or something like that 46. height: 170 cm and nobody can convince me that its 169.5 (it's called rounding bitchatchos) 47. do you have a crush on someone: fuck yeah and it's horrible 48. what do you like about yourself: I guess my hair and my eye colour and my freckles 49. tattoos: nope but planning on it 50. right-handed or left-handed: right-handed 51. first surgery: never had one 52. first piercing: my ears 53. first best friend: I guess Marie, a girl I met in Mallorca when I was 5? Maybe some kindergarten friends too idk 54. first sport you joined: rhythmic gymnastics but I quit that after a few weeks  55. first vacation: Italy when I was a little bittle tiny one (aka I can't remember a thing) 56. first pair of trainers: psh Idk?

right now:

58. eating: nope 60. drinking: nope 61. i’m about to watch: nothing but maybe tv? 62. listening to: nothing 63. waiting for: my friend to text back 64. want kids: a few weeks ago the answer would have been yes but rn I'm thinking if that's such a good idea 65. get married: nah, isn't that important to me 66. career: I have no fucking clue

which is better:

67. lips or eyes: eyes 68. hugs or kisses: both I guess but I'm really really bad with body contact situations  69. shorter or taller: taller 70. older or younger: I don't care? 71.romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous 72. nice stomach or nice arms: I won't put expectations on people that I don't even live up to so neither 73. sensitive or loud: a mix? 74. hook-up or relationship: relationship although i wouldn’t mind a hook-up either (I have to second that again)

have you ever:

76. kissed a stranger: nope 77. drank hard liquor: yeaah 78. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 79. sex on first date: nah you know the body contact thing? not happening... 80. broken someone’s heart: no? 81. had heart broken: yeah 82. been arrested: no :D 83. turned someone down: nope I think? 84. cried when someone died: yes 85. fallen for a friend: not really

do you believe in:

86. yourself: nah 87. miracles: yup 88. love at first sight: no that would be way to easy 89. heaven: I would like to? 90. santa claus: here in Austria baby jesus brings the presents but either way no

things i hate

91. food: ginger and everything spicy 

92. trends: uhh... wear whatever you want idc really?

i tag married-to-the-internet, theclockstrucktwelve, halloweeneverywhere, theyoutubefangirl, i-can-make-sandwiches youbeautifuldumbdumb randomthingsonfire shyguyluke punkgalaxymike crap-im-on-here-again  and everybody who wants to do it sorry if I forgot someone I usually tag but consider yourself as tagged too ;)

[naeptune]

dwrowning replied to your post:dwrowning replied to your post:heeeey why am i...

h8ers gonna h8 man

lmao they dont know what they're missing on

[naeptune]

dwrowning replied to your post:heeeey why am i losing followers lately i’m a nice...

same man idk why

ah well their loss tbh cause no one's as cool as us

[phluorescence]

dwrowning said: oh no how comee :(

because i got myself into something and its giving me butterflies and I also have a bio quiz tomorrow which I haven't really studied for much

[wistfulic]

please don't cry :(

Don't worry, Alex, I don't, I promise... I just feel so tired of constant fight with every day... I wish I could just live, not survive... I so wish for that... Thank you so much for your concern, Love, you're such a Cutie Pie <3 Take care! x