#dying thoughts

[midnightmare-fics]

Painful Realizations

Ship: Harringrove (Steve Harrington/Billy Hargrove)

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 1,502

Warnings: DEAD DOVE, Billy's dying moments, graphic description of violence, Billy reflecting on his relationship with Steve, blood, canonical character death, heavy angst

Summary:

The fog has lifted from Billy's thoughts... He's standing in the Star Court Mall. He doesn't know how he got there or why he's there. He doesn't recognize the girl holding onto him. But he recognizes the monster in front of him. And that monster is what helps him realize what he's going to miss most...

Bingo: @harringroveson-bingo

Card Two, Prompt A1 - Creatures Has Tentacles

Link:

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[sleepydrummer]

With his dying thoughts he does not die.

Franz Kafka, Aphorisms

[saintsinlovefanfics-blog]

I wonder what was going through Carlos’ mind when he looked at the barrel of the gun. Did he welcome death or curse it?

[slaykween666]

Sound the bells

I'm running out of time and I'm panicking, freezing up. I'm paralyzed with fear and I know it but I don't know what needs to be done. I feel like every move I name is wrong.

Something just tells me that I have a deadline, and it's going to be sooner than later, and if I dont figure this out by then, it will be too late. Exactly what it is that I will be too late for is still a mystery to me, which instills fear and elicits more questions leaving room for uncertainty.

In retrospect, this thriller/drama/sci-fi/rom-com life I'm living is starting to get the best of me. I welcome the end credits and anticipate the mental relief of finding out what happens at the end. I've always been hungry for knowledge, always inquisitive. I think I want to know every detail of every single thing at any and every given time. Like a reflex or instinct, the act of learning has always come naturally to me--and it wasn't taught to be. But didn't curiosity kill the cat?

[dyingmagpie]

what do i do for 100 followers. ive already posted so many nudes. do i like, give a free meatball sub to my hundredth follower or something

[dyingmagpie]

when i was younger i thought situations where i could suck dick for 20 bucks would be a lot more common.

[dyingmagpie]

i love when i get a new a follower and she goes through and likes all of my selfies. girl you're down bad lol

[dyingmagpie]

had a very good date last night. we stayed up until three in the morning just talking while laying in the grass together. idec that the movie we saw before was kinda trash lmao