"can we pretend i didnt just say that" stevebucky :)
It started off innocent enough. One minute he and Natasha are talking about Steveās most recent and dangerous stunt on their last mission, the nextā¦
"Heās some kind of stupid is what he is. Reckless and an all around punk." Bucky huffs in exasperation as he opens the fridge and grabs a soda.
"Heās got a great ass though." Natasha reasons as she pulls herself up to sit on the counter.
"Well, yeah, heās always had a great ass. Even when he was tiny." he supplies easily, leaning back against the counter top as he pops open the can of coke in his hand and takes a long sip.
"Was hisā was heā you know?" Natasha raises her eyebrows suggestively, her lips pulling up at the corner in that signature smirk. Bucky nearly spits out his soda right there on the towerās kitchen floor, because Jesus, before he recovers.
"Really, Natasha?" he asks, lips pursed in almost annoyance.
"What?" She shrugs as if asking Bucky about his best friendās dick is casual conversation and not the least bit weird. "Girl gets curious."
Bucky shakes his head and rolls his eyes. Of course, sheās curious. Buckyās willing to bet almost everybody with a libido is curious about Steveās dick. Heās Captain America for Christās sake and he has a goddamn fourteen pack.
(Okay so no he doesnāt actually have a fourteen pack but he might as well.)
"For the record, Iāve never thought about it." he insists before lifting the can to his lips again and attempting to maintain his nonchalance.
Natasha looks at him skeptically and rolls her eyes so hard they look like they might pop out of her skull. Which okay she has good reason because heās totally blowing smoke on that one, but still.
"Youāre a shit liar." she tells him, dissolving into chuckles.
"No, you are." he replies lamely, pouting as he drinks some more of his soda.
She just pushes her hair back behind her ear and scoffs at that notion.Ā āPlease, youāre telling me youāve never even thought about it?ā she questions, eye brows raised and basically daring him to deny it.
(Which of course he does.)
"I havenāt."
"Bullshit." she retorts immediately, without even a secondās hesitation.
"Fine, so Iāve thought about sucking Steveās dick a few times! You happy?" Bucky practically shouts, his soda completely forgotten on the counter as he glares heatedly at Natasha for getting him to admit it.
Okay, maybe heās thought about it more than a few times. If heās being real honest here, heās thought about it before Steve ever became the star spangled man with the plan. Heās sort of been in love with Steve since he first found Steve mouthing off to some assholes in that alleyway in Brooklyn.
Natashaās eyes widen at that and Bucky looks at her scathingly at her sudden shock. āOh, what? Youāre surprised? Youāre the one who kept asking! What did you think I was going to say? I thought about whether or not he washed it thoroughly enough or something?ā
"Itās not that." she tells him quietly, her face quickly turning neutral. Bucky furrows his brows and frowns in confusion at the sudden change. What the hell?
"Then what is it?" he demands, a little more harshly than he intends. Natasha stays silent and it isnāt until he hears a certain someone calling his name that he realizes why.
"Bucky?" Steve calls out from somewhere behind him and just about all the color drains from Buckyās face. Shit.
"Shit." he mutters. Fuck. This wasnāt how Steve was supposed to find out. Steve was never supposed to find out. This was Buckyās burden to bear and he had no business putting that kind of pressure on Steve.
He keeps his back turned to Steve, attempting to prolong what he knows is coming next. Steveās too good to stop being friends with him, Bucky knows this. Heās a fucking saint sometimes (read: sometimes because Steveās a total shit starter sometimes donāt get him wrong) but Steve would never just dump him over something like this.
Bucky also knows things will be awkward and stilted between them now no matter how much Steve tries and he doesnāt want it to be like that. He wants him and Steve to stay the same as they are now and everything is fucking ruined and its all Natashaās fault. He makes sure to shoot an angry scowl in Natās direction as she slides off the counter and makes her way to the door.
"Iāll just⦠give you guys a minute. I think Clint and Sam needed my help with something anyway."
(In retrospect, if he didnāt open his big mouth in the first place then maybe this wouldnāt have happened and he wouldnāt be freaking out right now about Steve hearing him say he wants to suck his dick.)
"Bucky?" Steve says again, softer this time and closer, a lot closer. Bucky heaves a sigh from where heās slumped against the counter before he finally turns around to face Steve. He doesnāt look mad or anything but embarrased as his cheeks flush red. (Heās always been a blusher and itās the cutest fucking thing ever, okay?)
"Can we pretend I didnāt just say that?" Bucky asks hopelessly with a grim and bitter smile. Steve just shakes his head and takes a step closer so their chests are nearly touching. Bucky opens his mouth to apologize or say something to make this better, anything but Steve smiles small at him.
"Have you really thought about sucking me off?"
Itās Buckyās turn to blush, but he stands a little taller and challenges Steveās sudden teasing.
"Yeah, quite a few times actually."
Steveās tongue darts out to lick his lips. Bucky raises a brow at that. It almost seems like Steveās enjoying this.
"Thatās interesting. Iāve had similar thoughts."
"About sucking your dick? Hate to break it to you, pal, but I donāt think even you can do that. Captain America, or not."
"No, Iām usually thinking about sucking yours."
Bucky raises a brow at that and wow, this is happening. Steve Rogers has apparently thought about Buckyās dick in his mouth and this is just one for the books. āOh really now?ā he asks in surprise, a smile forming as he looks up at Steve and watches his reactions.
"Yeah, really." he informs him, shifting a little closer as he meets Buckyās eyes. "Iāve thought about some other stuff too."
"Is that so, Captain?"
Steve nods firmly and turns red again.
"Well, Iād like to hear more about this āother stuff.ā" Bucky murmurs, grinning toothy and wide as he siddles up to Steve, his two hands, both flesh and metal, settling on Steveās hips. Steve smiles and presses into Buckyās touch, nodding and smiling too like he just won the lottery or something corny like that. And isnāt that something?
"I was hoping youād say that." Steve replies before he leans forward and tilts his head down to kiss Bucky on the mouth. Bucky definitely wasnāt expecting this to happen when he woke up that morning, but heās damn glad it did.











